December 11 - 22, 2006
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Fri, 22 Dec
2006
Boltzmann
Dear Ed,
What do you think of the Boltzmann curve? I think it is wrong, and that
the particles cannot have a normalized distribution. They must all tend
towards the same velocity, or speed, given any time away from start. Let
me know.
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The temperature of a large physical
system comprises the motions of individual molecules and atoms.
These particles have a range of
velocities that change through collisions with other particles.
The Maxwell-Boltzmann
distribution specifies the fraction of particles within various velocity
ranges as a function of the temperature of the overall system.

Ludwig Boltzmann
(1884-1906)
The Ultimate Whipsaw
The scientific community
opposes Boltzmann's theories.
He suffers from chronic depression
and ultimately hangs himself.
Shortly thereafter experiments verify his work.
Clip:
http://www.astrocosmo.cl/
imagenbi/boltzmann.jpg |
Fri, 22 Dec
2006
Merry Christmas
Dear Ed,
Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to you, your family and the Trading
Tribe.
Thank you so much for your ongoing inspiration and support.
Good Luck! |
Thank you. |
Fri, 22 Dec
2006
Rocks
Report
Dear Chief,
I am reporting in about my last rocks process. This is my fourth or
fifth rocks process in the tribe context. The resulting shift in my
personal process system is profound. I am grateful.
The last process is focused on a pervasive feeling of ambivalence. I am
working on my snapshots when I notice that I am "stuck" in all four:
a. work - slide into retirement or start over in a new field?
b. relationship - I want access to administrative decisions
c. fun - have money and time but what and with whom?
d. health - skinny but not fit, workouts not consistent.
I wring my
hands and scratch my head during the check-in. I feel live, acutely
frustrated when I review my life. I ask the tribe for help in clarifying
the dilemma and transforming my response to ambivalence.
I get into the hot seat. I work hard. I remember almost nothing - not
the precipitating childhood memory of receiving the rock, almost nothing
of what transpired (I cursed at the process manager and don't remember
doing so!). The trance state is deep.
What I do remember is my new rock empowering me to:
think
clearly and deeply
build a support team
get out of bad relationships.
I don't know how it all happened but the results are lasting and vivid.
I feel free from the grip of perpetual ambivalence!
Thanks for your work in developing this technology.
My life gets
better. |
Thank you for sharing your process. |
Date: Fri, 22
Dec 2006
Does this make
music history?
http://www.dailymotion.com/video/x1wgu_rcharles-jllewis-fdomino
|
Hmmm ... Ray Charles + Jerry Lewis +
Fats Domino all jamming together
It works for me. |
Thu, 21 Dec
2006
Questions
about Workshop
Dear Ed.
I hope you are well.
Is the workshop still open? If so is it still 3000 usd?
Are you going to be the process manager for all
willing attendee for the Rock Process. |
The current price is on the
website.
I intend to demonstrate the Rocks
Process personally so that people can experience it and also, if they
like, learn how to conduct it.
|
Thu, 21 Dec
2006
Wants
Investment Management
I would like to inquire from Ed Seykota if he will take on clients for
investment management? I read Market Wizards, and the interview with Ed
struck a cord from the opening introduction ... the Zen-like calm of the
man permeates his words and I would love to meet him, but I will settle
for having him manage my investments. To paraphrase Ed in the Market
Wizards interview I would love to find a superior trader to do my
trading for me and go do things I love to do. Will Ed take on another
client?
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You might consider clarifying your
investment objectives before you select a manager. |
Fri, 22 Dec
2006
Teamwork
Hi Ed,
Thank you for an informative and entertaining website.
I like to share you a video of two people not communicating effectively.
click for video |
Hmmm ... something here reminds me
of congress. |
Thu, 21 Dec
2006
Apprentice
Ed,
I had a lot of thoughts since our conversation and after noticing my
condition I have to admit that I'm in a mess. A bag of rocks, if you
may.
I figure the best I can do now is finish this semester, take a dean's
leave and visit you for a couple of months. I can be your apprentice, do
the necessary work, join the tribe, fix my sorry ass, get to know
people, get to learn more about bringing up the business and take the
RIA and CTA exams in the meantime.
If you agree, I would like to plan my stay from the second half or end
of February for as long as my visa permits (up to 6 months).
I feel somewhat compelled to do this.
|
I am accepting all applicants and
sending notices for how to proceed. |
Wed, 20 Dec
2006
Holiday E-Card
http://www.yieldsz.com/ |
The card tastefully declines from
stating that the natural "cure" for the imbalance is inflation. |
Wed, 20 Dec
2006
A Sioux Story
The Creator gathers all of Creation and says, “I want to hide something
from the humans until they are ready for it. It is the realization that
they create their own reality.”
The eagle says, “Give it to me, I can take it to the moon.”
The Creator says, “No. One day they may go there and find it.”
The salmon says, “I can bury it on the bottom of the ocean.”
“No. They can go there too.”
The buffalo says, “I can bury it on the Great Plains.”
The Creator says, “They can cut into the skin of the Earth and find it
even there.”
Grandmother Mole, who lives in the breast of Mother Earth, and who has
no physical eyes but sees with spiritual eyes, says, “Put it inside of
them.”
The Creator said, “It is done.” |
Many FAQ readers acknowledge they
create their own reality - and intend to create it in harmony with right
livelihood.

The Sioux Nation
comprises three subcultures
Lakota, Dakota and Nakota
all of which mean "Friend" or "Ally."
Clip:
http://jobau.free.fr/Images/Amerindi/
slides/indien%20sioux.html |
Wed, 20 Dec
2006
Medicating
Emotions
Ed,
I really appreciate the work you've done as Tribe meetings are having a
positive effect for all involved after 2 mos.
Another thought string
If much of what we do is avoid feeling our feelings and many "anesthetics"
come to mind ...
then perhaps manipulative intent = provide mechanism to avoid feeling
common public feelings
and even more insidious intent = implant feeling that humans don't like
to feel (e.g. guilt or fear) along with the salve to avoid that
feeling ...
This seems like the architectural diagram for religion to me...
Yes, I need to take my disgust with religion to the hot seat ...
|
Yes, you can find strong themes
about medicating feelings in religion, medicine, politics and most
everywhere else.

Politician
Republicans traditionally medicate fear.
Democrats traditionally medicate envy.
They traditionally act together,
in a non-partisan manner,
to medicate laziness.
Clip:
http://research.soe.purdue.edu/
ackerman32/webquest1/Al%20Forone.htm |
Tue, 19 Dec
2006
Agriculture
Going to Pot
Marijuana is the largest U.S. cash crop according to a group advocating
the legalization of the drug for medical uses. The study, citing
government statistics, found $35 billion of pot is sold each year, making it
bigger than wheat and corn combined. California produced the most with
nearly $14 billion a year.
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Marijuana: $50/ounce.

Wheat: $5/bushel.
Hmmm ...Marijuana sells for
about 5000 times
the price of wheat.
Perhaps we might
elevate the price of wheat,
help farmers, and fix the deficit
all by simply making wheat
illegal.
Clips:
http://www.cannabis-marijuana.com/
http://www.herbsarespecial.com.au/free-sprout-information/wheat.html
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Tue, 19 Dec
2006
Chart Server
Hi Ed,
I just tried to set up a new account to see if I could get to the
charts. That
worked, but the charts haven't updated from 12/15/06 - so my work around
did
not pan out as I had hoped. Also, when I tried to get in to the new
account
after logging out, I ran into the same problem. I got your program page
with an
error in red. |
Thank you for the catch. |
Tue, 19 Dec
2006
Report from the [City] Tribe
Dear Ed,
This is just an update on the progress of the
[City] Tribe.
We are now three members. We gather regularly (about
every 2/3 weeks). We do Hot Seats & Snapshot process. A
full day is dedicated for a Tribe Meeting at the [City] Tribe, we gather at 10.00am & continue till
all issues are resolved usually approx 4.00pm.
Forming a ... Tribe was one of my Snapshots & I
am pleased to report that it is going very well. Just
shows the power of the Snapshots process.
Much has been gained by the members in doing the
Hotseat process & as the tribe matures we find we
really get to understand each other & a strong
supportive field is growing between us. Our Tribe
meeting starts at 10.00am on a week day & we continue
till issues exhaust. This has proved very effective.
Please find attached a revised TTID (Tribe Directory
file).
Thank you.
|
Thank you for sharing your process. |
Tue, 19 Dec
2006
Limerence
Have you ever come across the term "limerence"?
best regards and have a great Christmas. |
Dr. Dorothy Tennov coins the term,
"Limerence" in 1979 in her book, Love and Limerence - the Experience
of Being in Love.
According to Tennov, Love involves
concern for the other person's welfare and feeling, while limerence does
not. Affection and fondness exist only as a disposition towards another
person, irrespective of whether those feelings are reciprocated, whereas
limerence demands return.
Sex with the object is neither essential nor sufficient to an individual
experiencing limerence, unlike one experiencing sexual attraction.
Limerence is much longer lasting than feelings such as crushes,
infatuation, romantic passion, and puppy love, enduring for months or
even years.

Limerence
something like possessive love
without the concern
for your partner's well being.
Clip:
http://www.progressiveart.com/pino/
longing_for.htm |
Mon, 18 Dec
2006
Ships Passing on a Plane
Hello again....
We met on the trip from Austin to Phoenix today and you were generous
enough to take the time to share your insights and honesty.
Normally I don't burden random fellow travelers with my travails ... and I
look back on the afternoon from a kind of shell shocked haze. Thank you
seems such a small thing to say, but it comes from a place of profound
gratitude.
I took a quick look at your horoscope and had to smile! Your chart
screams creativity, creativity, creativity and power. There is no such
thing as a 'bad chart' of course. But occasionally there is one like
yours and I have to just smile at the almost outlandish degree of
talent.
Of particular interest, given the depth and insight I witnessed this
afternoon, is the total lack of water element in your chart. Normally,
when one is missing an element in the natal chart, the life itself
becomes the pursuit of understanding the missing element. (There is no
negative judgment here; I am low in water myself, having only one
planet in a water sign.)
"Water" is the domain of emotion ...
I would love to be able to see your web site and learn more about what
it is that you do. Most of all though, I had to thank you. Just now I
wrote to ... the author of the book I was reading, and told him
about our meeting and how profoundly you impacted my consciousness. Had
I not been reading his book, I may have missed the opportunity to 'see'
what it is that I continue to do.
Amazing how we can touch a life so briefly, yet so critically ... and I
thank you!
My best to you, |
Thank you for sharing your process.

Strangers Meeting on a Plane
sometimes share
the plane truth.
Clip:
http://www.brainpowerlearning.com/
airline%20passengers.jpg |
Mon, 18 Dec
2006
Reno Philharmonic
Uses Slot
Machines in Orchestra
This is hilarious ... Reno philharmonic's new instruments!!! (IGT is a
major Reno employer, and their product is slot machines)
Video:
http://news.rgj.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20061213/VIDEO/61213015 |
I find the tune Ka-Ching. |
Mon, 18 Dec
2006
Mad at Father
Hi Ed!
I have been experiencing very upset feelings to my father that has went
on vacation and left me with a huge deal while he's away. I've found
myself writing very upset mails to him but deleted them instead of
sending them.
I have wrote some easy version where I tell him I don't
have the time to take care of his company, so I ask him why he doesn't
come home. I think it's my own fault that I agreed to help him, but I've
got my own work to handle at the same time. (I'm not working at my
fathers company).
What does it tell you when I write letters that I don't want to send? I guess the reason is that my father
doesn't receive
me at all. I am very angry but I want to deal with it in a proper
manner. He is really using me and I know he's doing it because he has
done it before.
I try to face this as a k-not, but I'm not sure what is the knot - my
inability to say no to my father or my inability to face that people put
work on me that I don't want to do. Maybe the combination makes it a
k-not.
In the meantime I am trying to describe my trading system to you, but I
repeatedly want to improve it before I send it. I really want to stick
to the system I send you, so I want it to be a good one. Sooner or later
this will be done, because this is what I want to do. (instead of
dealing with other peoples tasks). |
Thank you for sharing your process.
You might consider taking your
feelings to your Tribe. If you develop signature forms, you might
consider using the Rocks Process.

The Relationship you have with your Father
is likely to show up
in the relationship you have
with your trading system
Clip:
http://brinch-hansen.net/
memoirs/photos-html/father.html |
Sun, 17 Dec
2006
Mystical Experience
Hi Ed !
An extraordinary meeting. One member who took the hot seat went through
many layers in the course of an hour, including exhaustion, yawning,
regret, dissatisfaction, inadequacy, frustration, until finally reaching
a quiet point where bright white searchlights flood his mind. This is a
mystical experience of enlightenment written about in various texts
through the ages, achieved through TTP. |
Thank you for sharing your process.

Somewhere along the Path
to the Joy Point
you might meet
Little Miss Tickle
Clip:
http://www.aeclectic.net/tarot/
cards/chakra-arcana/ |
Sun, 17 Dec
2006
Report on the Rocks Process
Hi Ed !
I recall being one of the early beta testers of the Rocks process. It
first involves the hot sittee articulating willingness to go through
anything to discover the 'rock'. The rock is another way of describing a
knot, but a bigger, more deeply set knot that perhaps has not responded
to the normal TT process, or responded temporarily, then reformed.
Once willingness is confirmed. the process manager explores to find the
source of the rock. This leads one to a childhood experience, where
someone gave the rock to the hot sittee. Once the process manager and
hot sittee discover, identify this charged dramatic episode, the process
manager arranges a recreation of the drama, with the other tribe members
as participants.
The tribe re-enacts this dramatic moment. The hot sittee is in a trance.
At the end of the drama, one participant gives the hot sittee an actual
rock, which he accepts.
Next, after a brief rest, the tribe re-enacts the drama again. This time
the hot sittee refuses the rock, no matter what the tribe members do to
try to give it to him.
Then the tribe reassembles in a circle. With an uncharged rock, the
tribe, drawing on their group wisdom, charges the rock with other
possible character traits, or responses to the dramatic situation.
Next the tribe re-enacts the drama a third time and gives the hot sittee
this new rock. Next the process manager takes the hot sittee from the
childhood time, through the years to the present, stopping along the way
every five years or so, scanning for incidents where the rock may have
influenced one's life, and asking the hot sittee to use the new rock to
respond to these situations. Finally, the process manager guides the hot
sittee to the present, completing the Rocks Process.
Personally, I note positive changes in attitude and response in my life
after this process. All parts of the process are necessary, as these
rocks constitute the basic motivators of a person. |
Thank you for reporting your
experience of the Rocks Process. |
Sun, 17 Dec
2006
Ed Visits Austin Tribe
Hi Ed,
It was a pleasure meeting you. Thanks for attending our
meeting!
The Tribe reconvened after you left and reviewed the Rocks
process in detail, then conducted a Rocks session ourselves,with the next Hot Seat. It was a slightly bumpy ride, but we
nailed all the critical components.
We will follow up early in the New Year on our commitment,
with a submission for FAQs.
I hope you had an enjoyable weekend in Austin.
Thanks again for your time, and for sharing your work with us. |
Yes. A Tribe with TTP
experience can pick up the essence of the Rocks Process by seeing it one
time. |
Sun, 17 Dec
2006
Managing Money
Mr. Seykota,
I've followed your work/life for 6 years, I like the trend trading
style,
like to read the FAQ.
Just recently I understood the true meaning of your "Everybody gets what
they want from the market and from life" (at least at a Fred level). When
I
first read I was 20 years old, but now been 26 years old is much easier
(AHA
moment).
I would like to know if you still accept money to manage? As I work in a
proprietary desk in an investment bank, the compliance department is a
big
hurdle to any trading style (no short selling, six months holding period
required, etc). |
I don't accept money.
Occasionally I accept a client. |
Sat, 16 Dec
2006
Question About Trading
Dear Mr. Seykota,
I am writing you because I have a burning desire to become a
professional trader.
I graduated college in June with a degree in
Economics and History, and currently, I am putting my full-time efforts
into educating myself about trading. I have read about you in books by
Jack Schwager and Michael Covel, and I have incredible respect for your
accomplishments and mindset.
Through my reading and studying, I feel as
though I have built a good theoretical foundation for trading, and now I
would like to take my learning to the next step by working with a
mentor.
The search for a mentor has proven difficult since there are no
real conventional methods to finding one. I know you are a prominent and
influential figure within the trading community, so I was wondering if
you know of any traders who would be willing to take on a hard-working,
devoted, and smart student.
I live in Orange County in Southern
California, but would follow an opportunity if I believe in it. If you
do not know of anybody in particular, but could point me in the right
direction, that would also be greatly appreciated. I am sincerely sorry
if this is a waste of your time, but I am trying to find the right
guidance in order to help me find the path of least resistance in
accomplishing my goal. I would be grateful of any suggestions you might
have.
Thank you very much and Happy Holidays. |
You may join the apprentice program. |
Sat, 16 Dec
2006
Ronald Reagan Still Warms my Heart
"The most terrifying words in the English language are: I'm from the
government and I'm here to help." - Ronald Reagan
"I have wondered at times about what the Ten Commandment's would have
looked like if Moses had run them through the U.S. Congress."- Ronald
Reagan
"The taxpayer: That's someone who works for the federal government but
doesn't have to take the civil service examination." - Ronald Reagan
"Government is like a baby: An alimentary canal with a big appetite at
one
end and no sense of responsibility at the other." - Ronald Reagan
" The nearest thing to eternal life we will ever see on this earth is a
government program." - Ronald Reagan
"Government's view of the economy could be summed up in a few short
phrases: If it moves, tax it. If it keeps moving, regulate it. And if it
stops moving, subsidize it." - Ronald Reagan
"No arsenal, or no weapon in the arsenals of the world, is so formidable
as
the will and moral courage of free men and women. - Ronald Reagan
|
Ronald Reagan (1911-2004)
successfully negotiates the transition from theater to politics and from
left to right.

Reagan, looking to the Left

Reagan, looking to the Right
Clips:
http://www.wildestwesterns.com/no_7/
ronald_reagan_tombstone_tribute.htm
http://teachpol.tcnj.edu/
amer_pol_hist/fi/000001ee.htm
|
Fri, 15 Dec
2006
Accepting the Feeling of Impulsive Trading
Dear Ed,
I have a practice to review my trading diary and feeling, and I believe
I get something from your FAQ these two years :-
2005:
First half - A feeling of missing trading opportunities again and again. Keep on losing money on impulsive trading, nearly addicted to
overtrading.
Second half - Win a little money and draw most of money to bank as I am
afraid to lose the money back to market.
2006:
First half - Always wondering why I cannot act on the turning point I
actually figured out by chart reading. Much guilty feeling that if I
could act on my chart reading, I would win much money easily. So very
painful.
Second half - Loss the little money win in first half of 2006. Keep
thinking "Why I am so stupid to forget the chart reading, and always
take impulsive trading and asking people around me for opinion?"
Finally, I get something as I turn to look what the image appear in my
mind.
When I cannot resist the temptation to impulse trading (usually while I
keep looking at the day-trading chart, and keep thinking possible profit
by next trade), I push the trigger and hurt my account.
Following, I talk to myself - I am not a good trader.
And then, I get into another impulsive trade and the cycle repeats
again.
Then, in this Dec, I disconnect my day-trading chart system. Accept the
feeling of impulsive trading by this exercise: keep a very small bet and
close stop loss when I trade by the feeling of impulsive trading. As the
result hurt little of my trading account, I do not feel so hatred to the
action.
Then, I focus my major bet on trading by Day-end chart reading.
I try to live with my feeling impulsive trading happily with very
minimal influence on my trading result. |
Thank you for sharing your process.
You might consider taking your
feelings of impulsiveness to your Tribe - and finding their positive
intentions.

Clip:
www.come-over.to/FAS/ImpulseControl.htm
|
Thu, 14 Dec
2006
Short Term Trading
Hi Ed:
I can say that my trading experience has been growing along with this
site; I took a very deep interest in trading around December 2002 and
quickly start and still reading as much books as I can. However, I began
to notice that some of the authors had sometimes very different views
about trading, from long term trading to swing trading to scalping.
I never quite understood why you warn people about short term trading
because even if it seem very logical the fact that costs stays the same
while profits tend to decline, I do understand now and my experience
taught me something else as well.
A year ago I opened an account in an online poker room, I applied some
money management rules, became familiar with the probabilities and poker
theories and began playing, I was doing very well, I even double my
account in a month playing 5 or 6 hours a day but here is the pitfall.
When losing I started making the mistake of staying and not leaving,
suddenly I started ... losing and losing and
in 2 days I gave it all back.
I remember feeling like I can not quit, like the PC was holding me and I
just kept on losing (fortunately the poker account was just a 10% of my
capital). I felt guilty because my grandpa always warned me about such
games.
I gave plenty of thought about what happened and I feel like when I lose
trading long term, because things develop slowly, I tend to have some
time to “digest it” and talk to myself and my wife even if is a 40%
drawdown. On the other hand, if I day trade I feel the same as playing
online poker.
That experience taught me so much that no wonder why so many author’s
virtually make a good living entirely on writing books on short term
trading, newsletters, making seminars telling people to buy the lows and
sell the highs. I am now sure they can not make a dime trading because
they are not honest with themselves.
God bless you and I keep learning from you and others experiences. |
You might consider taking your
feelings about gambling to your Tribe. Perhaps you are carrying a
Rock from your Grandfather.

The Payoff From Day Trading
(and from other forms of gambling)
can be a justification
for feeling k-not remorse.
Clip:
http://www.sedona.com/html/gambling.aspx
|
Wed, 13 Dec
2006
San Diego Tribe
Hi Ed,
I am sending the San Diego TTID.
Thank you.
|

Welcome !
San Diego
California
|
Wed, 13 Dec
2006
Isue
Dear Ed,
After our conversation on Monday I get uncomfortable and worked up and
start to have some feelings come up regarding our shared observation
that I seem to be holding myself back from more success. The feeling is
primarily one of a vague sadness. Vague because it doesn't associate
with any event or current situation, but is rather a kind of general
miasma. For a while I push it down and forget about it.
Yesterday, I am reading through the Rocks Process case studies you
publish on your website. As I read, the sadness returns and I find
myself willing to go with it.
The closest I can come to pinpointing the
trigger for the feeling is my observation that here are some people with
some pretty heavy issues, and they are getting results and resolving the
issues. Having issues + resolving issues = I feel sad / nostalgic /
longing.
At that point, I feel compelled to let some stuff out and, in
particular, to write things down. I feel like I have some large animal I
have been hunting for years by the tail, and I want to grab on tightly
NOW while I have the chance, lest it escape and disappear into the
jungle of my psyche. It occurs to me that one way I keep the "animal" on
the loose is to have particularly happy days on Tribe meeting days, and
to report no issues or tackle a small, comfortable issue. Another
defense mechanism is to go blank at the appropriate time so that I don't
have to face the issue. I want to get some things down on paper, so that
I can't wuss out on myself later by conveniently forgetting everything.
I have a strong notion that I have a chance to do important work, and if
I can take advantage of the meeting this Friday as well as any follow up
work that is necessary, I can make a huge positive change in my business
and my life.
I am attaching the notes that I take yesterday, which I write stream of
consciousness in longhand (though I copy them verbatim into a word
document for ease of reading). They may not be SVO-p, or well-structured,
or anything else since they are just an outpouring of what comes up in
feelings and thoughts as I write. They may give you some insight into my
situation that can be helpful when we meet. They may not. In any event,
I look forward to the meeting on Friday.
On another note, if you need anything at all or just want to hang out
while you are in Austin, I plan to be free this weekend. I am willing to
show you around town if you like.
See you on Friday!
-----
P.S. Since writing those notes I am extremely productive at work, and I
feel lighter. I have a lot of work to do, but just beginning it I notice
a change.
-----
Stream of Consciousness notes from
12/12/06
... there is no excuse for my shortcomings ... I don’t want to hurt others
... particularly my mother ... afraid of me failing ... a key phrase she uses is, “just wait
...
I always feel like I am not competent and
my father generally steps in and makes sure to take over in any
situation where I might expose any incompetence. ... he is not supportive of any
interests ... he is an
expert at almost anything. Correction ... vivid recall of shooting range incident
when I am 5-6 years old. I feel strong shame. - “I can’t be trusted ... the message from my
parents, “We support you, but don’t get your hopes up.” Also, “Just
wait, things don’t go well forever.” ... pattern of behavior between my
father and mother. My mother acts ditzy and unable to think for herself
in my father’s presence (though she is intelligent on her own), and my
father treats her with ridicule and scorn as a “stupid woman.” ... I
feel angry at my father for treating her this way, but I don’t stand up
for her. I feel angry at my mother for taking the abuse and not standing
up for herself. This pattern repeats to this day in front of the whole
family, including my wife and child. We (my wife and I) feel disgust at
this behavior, but we don’t speak to my parents about it ... Strong feelings of wanting to physically
assault my father and give him a taste of his own medicine (humiliation
and defeat), and of wanting to yell at my mother (just like he does!!!)
that she is weak and needs to stand up to him ...
Growing up, I sometimes treat my mother
just like Dad does. In adulthood I make a conscious effort to treat her
better. She reports I am not like my father at all, that I am
emotionally responsive and sensitive to others’ feelings. |
Thank you for sharing your process.
You may be carrying some rocks from your mother that she uses to
medicate her feelings about how your father treats her.

Abuse is an Artifact
of a system in which people
cooperate in many ways
including maintaining the pretense
they are not cooperating.
Clip:
http://www.sedona.com/html/abuse.aspx |
Wed, 13 Dec 2006
Emotions
and Trading
Copy of a letter to a friend
Ed,
This is a letter I sent to a trading friend. Please excuse me using you
as a reference and putting words in your mouth.
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I was driving to work this morning, grumbling, and I had a realization.
I was inspired by Ed Seykota. His big push about trading is to get you
to develop a system, as automated as possible, back-test it, put it in
production, and then leave it the hell alone.
Ed’s a smart guy. He
agrees with me on this point. The problem with 100% of traders is that
they can’t leave it the hell alone.
Their emotions get in the way and
they mess with it, or dump it when the going gets rough – guaranteeing
that the losses taken during the rough part stay lost. His technique is
to have you feel your emotions away from the trading desk so you stay
the hell away from your system. During those rough times, your inner
brain (lizard brain, ancient brain, whatever) is trying to scream at you
by hijacking your amygdala throwing you into a full out sympathetic
fugue and instilling severe panic that “SOMETHING MUST BE WRONG!” Though
exactly “what” is wrong is never revealed by the emotion.
It FEELS like the market is messing with me PERSONALLY with all the
trimmings of random reinforcement – punishing me when I did the right
thing (like take my money when I cut my loss) and rewarding me for doing
the wrong thing (like give me money when I take that profit while it’s
still on the table instead of letting it run). But, RATIONALLY, the
market doesn’t even know I’m there. It’s not trying to teach me
anything. It’s not trying to help me. It’s not trying to hurt me. How
hurt do I feel when I walk on ants crossing the sidewalk? But
(anthropomorphizing, of course) the ants think Armageddon is nigh.
Humans are hard-wired to feel emotions. That’s how evolution created
Homo Sapiens, or God, take your pick. We aren’t rational beings. Only
some of us aspire to be, but we aren’t built that way from the start.
Rational thought is like fuel-injection for your brain. It’s the latest
technology for humans, and it was added well after everything else was
developed. The gut is so developed that emotions seem high-tech to it.
Along comes a way for individual humans to make a lot of money – the
markets. (And it’s just money, I’m not making “joy” or “happiness” in
the markets, so why assume it makes “misery”?) Since there are millions
of players in the market arena, their transactions balance out in the
zero-sum game. But, like the heard of deer that need a drink of water,
they can all move in one direction toward a perceived goal from time to
time. The point is that no one person is out there trying to empty my
particular account. There’s a bunch of them. And, I’m there trying to
empty the faceless others’ accounts. It’s a simple tug-of-war, with
assets like currency, futures, and stocks as the rope. And both sides
have a variable number of pullers with differing strengths. To
complicate it more, I play both sides at different times pulling “long”
or “short”.
Re-enter emotions. During a drawdown, I feel like I’m being punished. As
my account hits a new high, I’m unstoppable. Great. FEEL that. Sit down,
and share it with a few friends (a la the Trading Tribe). Talk about it
in nauseating detail, or tearful detail, or raging detail, or don’t even
talk about it, just FEEL it, everywhere in your being. That is what
satisfies the brain, not an account balance sheet. And since humans are
hard-wired for emotional feedback, the loop is closed. The result is
that I can get passed this moment in time and let the system I’ve worked
so hard to develop keep doing its job.
The automated system, well-developed and back-tested, will make money
for me. I need to sit on the couch and give my brain the opportunity
to purge the emotional reactions. |
Thank you for sharing your process.
You might consider taking you insights and feelings to your Tribe. |
Thu, 7 Dec 2006
How to Join
Ed,
I just finished reading your book and would love to attend one of your
sessions. I am a CTA and commercial system vendor and have been trading
commodities for about 10 years. I have a mixture of motivations from
personal to professional to social and fun. How does one get invited? |
See Tribe Directory - How to Join,
above. |
Thu, 7 Dec 2006
Congratulations -
Trader Hall of Fame
Ed,
Congratulations on be inducted into the Trader Magazine Hall of Fame ...
we all knew they would want the opportunity with you. Nice
photos, too. I can't imagine you spend a lot of time on your deck
wearing a business suit ...
If you are planning a visit to San Diego again, please let me know. The
surf is up, and all is well.
PDF file of interview |
OK. |
Mon, 11 Dec 2006
Wwaaaaaay beyond Lovely Hula Hands
http://www.videosift.com/story.php?id=79
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Uke-cool-ele. |
Date: Mon, 11 Dec 2006
Music Machine
This machine was built as a collaborative effort between the Robert M.
Trammell Music Conservatory and the Sharon Wick School of Engineering at
the University of Iowa. 97% of the machines components came from John
Deere Industries and Irrigation Equipment of Bancroft Iowa.
It took the team a combined 13,029 hours of set-up, alignment,
calibration, and tuning before filming this video.
It is now on display in the Matthew Gerhard Alumni Hall at the
University and is already slated to be donated to the Smithsonian.
click here |
Cool machine.
You might check the video closely -
it is likely an animation - and the "rest of the story" is, well, just
story. |
Mon, 11 Dec
2006
Migraine
Headaches Gone
Read with interest the FAQ on migraines, and realized i haven't had a
single headache since my rocks process.
I previously had one about once
a week. Benefits that include events which do not happen are harder to
measure, I guess. ( ie "how many times did you not beat your wife last
week." )_
The calculus tutoring testimonial is awesome. My son needs some of
that ! |

Clip: http://www.pfo-migraine.com/
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Mon, 11 Dec
2006
Likes the
Evidence
Ed says:
"We don't have much evidence that discussing markets and trading
techniques contributes to prosperity.
We do have evidence that aligning thoughts, feelings and snapshots moves
us quickly toward right livelihood."
Fantastic comment - pasted straight into my "best quotes" file.
Thanks ! |
OK. |
Mon, 11 Dec
2006
Assimilate
Hi Ed Seykota,
In your reply to the 30th Nov 2006 FAQ on "Mentors",
you said that you don't recall learning specific
lessons as much as assimilating attitudes from your
mentors. Could you share with me what are those
attitudes that your mentors impart to you that you
find meaningful? Thank you for your generous sharing
of your amazing wisdom. |
If you'd like to assimilate
attitudes, you might consider attending a Workshop or joining a Tribe.

Assimilation
seems to work best
in person.
Clip:
http://www.utdallas.edu/~ctf031000/books/
win%20friends%20&%20assimilate%20people.jpg
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