December
21-31, 2003
Questions
(Quotes
from Ed in Red)
|
Answers
|
Wed, 31 Dec 2003
Wichita Tribe
Thank you for this wonderful self improvement resource. In my journey to
improve my trading and myself I am ready to start my own intentional
community. Please add my name to the tribe directory for Wichita, Kansas.
I have been reading the FAQ since last summer. Up to this point I have
continued to believe I could just be a tribe of one and reap the benefits.
On December 22nd I
realized I needed help to end the continuous dramas that keep me from being
a consistently profitable trader. Once I realized this I intended to sit
right down and write to you requesting to create a new tribe but then the
dramas started. It is now eight days later and I am finally writing to you.
The truth is I probably would not be writing right now if I hadn't found the
Proclamations page and realized the deadline was tomorrow. I sat down this
morning at 10:00 to write my proclamation for 2004. It is now 5 hours later
and dramas have interrupted me three times and I still have a blank page in
front of me. So I'm using this opportunity to record my feelings as I make
public my desire to start a tribe and as I write and send my personal
proclamation for 2004.
Since I decided to send the proclamation this morning I have had bit of a
very low-grade headache - mostly tense shoulders. I have felt artificially
busy, as I have found reasons to leave my computer on three different
occasions.
As I write I have a great deal of concern about the style and content of my
writing. Am I doing this right? I think I will right a rough draft of my
proclamation and then rewrite it either tonight or tomorrow. More delays.
This gets me to thinking (my headache is a little more intense now). I'm
always going to do something. I believe I'm going to be a successful trader
but it always feels like it will happen in the elusive future. I have been a
procrastinator all my life. There are daily planning and debriefing
activities related to trading that I know I should be doing every day but I
always seem to put them off until I get my system more figured out. During
the trading day I frequently become distracted from my trading process only
to return later and realize I missed a trading opportunity due to the
distractions (dramas).
(It is now a day later and I'm finally finishing my Proclamation and
recording my feelings around the process)
I suspect all the dramas in my life that cause me to avoid certain
situations or to procrastinate are attempts to protect myself from loss and
failure. In school I rarely answered questions in class, even though I
usually knew the answer, because there is always a chance I could be wrong.
Better to just avoid a chance for failure. I seem to have a pattern in my
trading of missing great trades due to distractions or perceived problems
with the trade. By distracting myself from the process or focusing on
reasons not to trade I avoid losses and failure as a trader. I am also
avoiding success. The result is a breakeven trader that is stuck in a loop
of dramas. Some of these dramas are so routine that I hardly feel anything.
The journey has started. Thank you again for your insights.
PS I'm getting ready to hit the send button on this email and I feel very
anxious. I know I should try to describe my physical feelings but it seems
difficult and, well, maybe a bit silly. Am I really writing and sending this
stuff to some legendary trader that I don't even know. My body is tight, my
face feels warm and I feel something in my chest that I can't really
describe. My headache is coming back. |

Welcome
Wichita,
Kansas !
See
Directory Page.

Wichita
Clip: http://www.cosmo.com/wichita.jpg
|
Tue, 30 Dec 2003
Yin and Yang
Ed Says:
Intimate Partners Define Each Other
This last quote reminds me of another one by you somewhere in FAQ that goes
like this: "In futures, the long and short define each other."
Could you elaborate a bit more on this?
Thanks, |
In
futures, the act of going long, creates (somewhere else) the act of going
short; the act of liquidating a long creates (somewhere else) the act of
covering a short. |
Wed, 31 Dec 2003
Positive
Intention and Judging
Dear Mr. Seykota,
While we always talk about the "positive" intention of the
feelings, isn't that judgmental?
I am confused
because I've been learning from you and others to be non-judgmental to
feelings, not putting them into "good" feelings or "bad"
feelings, but rather embrace them and celebrate them.
And now we judge
the intention of the feelings and put it into "positive" and
"negative"? Actually, is there actually negative intention from
our feelings?
Also, I find myself labeling it as "bad" to use the word
"should." Every time I find myself using the word, I have a strong
urge to avoid it.
Is that
judgmental? So is every time I use passive tense. Is it going too far that I
am now labeling/judging even my words to be good/bad/right/wrong?
Thanks. And Happy New Year.
ciao, |
TTP
is a process. People who follow it seem to have fairly similar
consequences.
People
who follow the DIM process (being judgmental, should-ing, why-ing, looking
for causes and reasons, thinking about past and future, entraining
repetitive dramas, etc.) seem to have fairly similar consequences.
People
who practice TTP seem to encourage people to experience whatever path they
follow.
You
might like to take your feelings about judges and judgments into TTP as an
entry point.

Judge
Decision
Maker
Clip: http://www.flcourts.org/sct/
cybercourt/test/judge.gif |
Wed, 31 Dec 2003
The Dharma of
Life Changes
Ciao Ed,
I feel you would like reading the link below
The Dharma of Life Changes.
Does your desire to make New Year's resolutions come from wholesome
motivation or unresolved issues in your life?
http://www.yogajournal.com/
wisdom/439_1.cfm |
Your
line seems to imply that motivation may "cause" a desire.
The
"causal" model seems to provide endless opportunities for dramas
around determining reasons and resolving items into categories, such as
wholesome and un-wholesome.
Talking
about going with the flow is not quite the same as jumping in to your
feelings and experiencing them. |
Tue, 30 Dec 2003
Jealousy - An answer
Dear Sir,
I still don't understand how it can possibly happen, but I don't really
care. I am just amazed at how all this work out!
Several days ago after I sent you an email asking about the feeling of
jealousy that I'd like to avoid, I kept on browsing the web.
Aimlessly, I
searched for "make a commitment" on Google, but it didn't return
anything that excites me (mostly making a donation commitment to some
charity). Then I add "Seykota" in the search, and with some twist
and turn I got myself to a site that has an e-Book. Here's what it quotes
Peter Steidlmayer:
"You can't be a jealous person. A jealous person has a very hard time
succeeding. He's always reacting and not thinking. In other words, making
emotional decisions .A good trader is not affected when someone's doing
better than he is."
It's like a straight answer as if I am asking Steidlmayer directly. It's
like magic, for I ask you a question, and then there's the answer coming out
from nowhere. For some reason the last sentence just clicks, and now I can
accept any positive intention for jealousy, because I know I am committed to
be a good trader.
Wow, amazing.
Also, thanks for pointing out my tendency to find reasons for feelings.
ciao, |
Repressing
and overcoming a feeling is not the same as accepting it and celebrating it.
Keeping
a stiff upper lip is not the same as singing out loud.
Containing
an enemy is not the same as embracing a friend. |
Tue, 30 Dec 2003
Happy New Year
and Thanks
Ed!
Wanted to say "Happy New Year" and thanks for sharing your insight
with us. Reading your TT FAQ's has inspired me and I subsequently have begun
to study NLP processes and teachings. Not that NLP is "the final
word", but learning and reading about it has provided a different
perspective on life for me.
Also Ed, you might recall some of my emails and postings to your site,
regarding my MA crossover method. Now, (December 2003) I am much smarter
about trading than just 12 months ago. Last year, I would get a buy signal
and I would follow it, and any time I encountered normal volatility I would
get scared and take profits once I was up 10%. Or I would try to improve
"the system."
How frustrating (or amusing?) to look back 12 months and see the very stocks
I picked, the ones I actually owned, to have increased 100 to 500% over the
last 12 months. Recall I got out at 5-10%, with my tail between my legs,
after some market volatility.
I look back at my human attempts to "improve the system" and curse
and laugh in the same breath.
Now, I have discovered via "falling down and getting up" many
times, another methodology, which involves stocks at new highs.
Yes, Livermore and
countless Market Wizards advocate buying strength, but it finally clicked.
Finally. Sideways
base breakouts, in which a stock is sideways for months, then the stock
breaks out, really work (for me). Usually the breakout involves a new high,
and the longer the time frame, the better. The fact that the chart, with the
trend displayed, is simply a graphical depiction of the human market. I
always knew that, or was aware of it, but it finally clicked. Is this an
"Aha" moment? For me it is.
Also, like the Nike ad, I am finally "just doing it." Just do it.
Follow the trend. Follow the system.
Ed, thanks and Happy New Year
things are starting to come together for this 32 year old, private trader.
It took a few years, but its coming together.
Finally |
OK. |
Fri, 30 Dec 2003
FAQ Mosaic
Picture of Ed
Playing Banjo
Comprising FAQ
Clips
Chief -
You're very welcome. I'm glad you like it. I wanted to give you something
that
was very meaningful, which, after much thought, meant that I ultimately
would
have to make it myself.
I'm finding that there seems to be a lot of symbolism in the mosaic besides
the
content of the actual cells, ie, "we complete you," etc. It's all
about fractals, baby.
See you soon.
Best, |
Thank
you. I am happy to receive it.

Ed,
Playing Banjo
for
some kids in the park.

Detail
of Mosaic
from
top of head.
|
Tue, 30 Dec 2003
Controlling Risk
Hi Ed,
You asked me how I controlled risk when flying my powered parachute.
Let's compare it to trading. Before starting you do a pre-flight, [in
trading, you do your nightly studies].
Check the wind,
[finding the trend]. Start the engine, [place your orders]. Hitting the gas,
[getting filled]. Know your point of go no-go, [placing your stop].
Making sure cells
are inflated before going to full power for lift off, [not adding to a
position to soon].
Lift off, point of
total jubilation, [trade going in your favor]. Checking the gauges,
[managing the trade]. Now a cross wind, [trend stalled].
Flying to low, [stop too close]. Weather front moving in, [the news].
Mechanical problems, [prices aren't moving as expected]. Chute deflates,
[lock limits moves against you]. Landing before destination, [getting out on
a whim].
Why isn't trading always this easy?
Still want to take a ride?

Trading
the Trends
|
The
risks I do not understand are about how to handle the aircraft at high
altitude when the engine stalls, the wind destabilizes the line of hang, the
lines foul, etc.
My
first line of risk control is to study the sport to find out how it works,
before entering.
Perhaps
there is a way for me to take a ride as a passenger, in the competent care
of an experienced pilot.
|
Tue, 30 Dec 2003
Celebrate
Around the Clock !
Happy Holidays!
This is a friendly reminder (to myself as much as to others) that the
wonderful present moment is always a cause for celebration.
Christmas and New Years: only 0.5475819% of the now we have to celebrate the
present moment every year. *
*Calculation assumes a 24 hour day and an 8765.81277 hour year.
|
Releasing
the cause for celebration sets celebration free.
The
moment of now is always 100% of the moment.
|
Tue, 30 Dec 2003
Feedback /
Proclamations ?
Dear Ed,
I send in my proclamation today. I check FAQ for your 'call for feedback,'
in which you request feedback to be sent on precisely December 31, 2003. It
appears that the initiation to appear on the New-Year 2004 proclamations
page' replaces the 'call for feedback.'
Is this correct?
|
The
Proclamations Page is an invitation to post Proclamations for 2004.
Also,
you may wish to post feedback, about you experience with TTP, on December
31, 2003.
|
Tue, 30 Dec 2003
Intermittent
Reinforcement
Hi Mr. Seykota,
Those without the strong discipline to cut losses might tend to wait for
reactions.
Sometimes markets
will trend very strongly virtually without a reaction, but move in your
favor just enough to give intermittent reinforcement (slot machine-Las Vegas
style).
This is the type
of market that kills the undisciplined trader. In this business, it's
literally true that one trade can cause a wipeout.
Also, I think it's harder to be objective about your positions if you're a
subjective trader.
Happy New Years,
|
OK. |
Tue, 30 Dec 2003
Hardball
Process
As the new year approaches, I want to use the "Hardball
process" in setting up my main goal for 2004.
From reading the
FAQ's using this process is working for those that are doing it.
I have limited
knowledge but believe I create a "snapshot" now of what I want
to happen in the future and identify what emotional obstacles interfere
in achieving the goal.
It appears that
one needs to share that snapshot and get support. It is not a DIM process. On
the TT Process link, the Hardball process description is yet to be written.
I want to give this a shot. |
The
Hardball Process
now appears on the TTP page.
Note
that in this evolving moment of now, nothing ever happens in the future. |
Tue, 30 Dec 2003
Dancing
I feel like a child again; dancing in the air like Fred Astaire; singing and
enjoying life while nothing else matters! I feel fabulous! Salud, mis
amigos!!!
Thanks Ed !!!!!!!!
You are 1 in a 1.
I appreciate everything you are doing. Happy New Year and I wish you all the
best! |
OK.

Fred,
Dancing
Clip: http://www.fredastaire.com/
welcome.htm |
Tue, 30 Dec 2003
Acceptance & De-Programming
Ed,
In regard to accepting others how they are, I am running into problems.
I was raised in
a religion that has no tolerance for beliefs that are different from theirs.
I do not share their beliefs anymore, 29 years later. The terrible
realization that I was raised in a cult was helped along when I became
interested in trading.
The principles of
thinking for yourself, being in the moment, and non judgment drove a
wedge in my spirit. The only problem is that by leaving, my entire
family (parents, siblings, grandparents, aunts, uncles, cousins) are not to
ever speak to me again under threat of them being expelled.
In their mind this
is certain death at the hands of God. If I am honest with them all, I lose
them. I worry more about when I have kids, they will not have family except
my wife and I. (My wife's family is the same) I find myself with two paths.
I could claim
depression and not participate in activities anymore with the church and
appear weak (which I am already doing) or I could outright share my feelings
about the church and their mind controlling techniques, etc, and even more,
share who I really am.
This would result
in expulsion and everyone else would be threatened with it if they ever have
contact with me. I believe that my parents tried to do what is right but me
doing this would break their heart.
You said to one
poster to let the chips fall where they may. Although I know that anything
is possible, I am pretty sure where the chips will fall.
If I keep quiet,
in a way, I contribute to their illusion of who I am. They live out their
existence thinking I'm ok, I'm just weak.
This is not
similar to a father not accepting his homosexual son because all the father
has to lose is his beliefs about homosexuals.
My father would
lose every "friend" he has and his family if he was to accept me
for who I am. This is a heavy burden. I have took your advice about
being a good receiver with my parents and family.
I really have
tried to be a good listener and not have an agenda, however it seems that
they are afraid of what seems inevitable.
They are afraid
that I might say the words "I don't believe" I see fear in them
and it kills me. How do I accept them because by accepting them I accept
that they don't accept me.
My entire
support system will be gone except for my wife and I don't have enough faith
in myself, it was always in the church.
I feel like I'm a
wimp and this spills into my trading and poker playing. The situation seems
very weird as I write this because I have never shared this with anyone. I
also noticed that as I write this, I am feeling fear that maybe I'm wasting
your time, you already answered this on another post, etc. Even if I am, it
still felt good to write this.
Thanks. |
Letting
go of drama is rarely easy while you focus on the drama.
To
the extent you are able to focus on your feelings, experiencing them, and
allowing Fred and CM to communicate, drama seems to melt away.
People
who run manipulative and controlling dramas typically enroll others (as
subjugates) who have an aversion to their own feelings, or an unwillingness
to allow others to be themselves.
The
basic control hook is to train your subject that certain feelings are bad
and then threaten to make your subject feel those feelings.
To
the extent you are not willing to allow your parents to be the way they are,
to the extent you are unwilling to feel your own feelings about living your
life, then you risk enrolling yourself as a subject.
Incidentally,
understanding all this fundamental theory is rather irrelevant, and does not
help very much in the matter of getting free.
Your
freedom lies along the lines of accepting your own feelings and
acknowledging their positive intentions.
You
might consider taking your feelings to a Tribe meeting, and experiencing
them until you come to celebrate them.
When
you allow your feelings and parents to be the way they are, you are free.

Tools
of Cultivation Vary
from
Crop to Crop
Some
people grow daisies,
some
grow soybeans
and
some grow subjects.
Cult,
Occult, Culture - from Latin cultus, worship, from past participle of
colere, to cultivate.
Clip: http://www.ci.gresham.or.us/
departments/des/water/water
_conservation/conservation_tips/ |
Sun, 28 Dec 2003
Incline Village
Tribe Review
Dear Ed,
Thanks so much for
being supportive of my personal growth for 2003. Little did I know what
would come of our [meeting at a] party last January!
The IV Tribe
experience has helped me in every aspect of my life, not just the trading
results.
Living in the now
has had profound implications: look for trends, make small bets, average up,
cut losses, let profits run ... get out of the prediction game ! Very
liberating indeed.
I really have seen
a lot of progress in my new group of "best friends" and look
forward to each meeting. We are fortunate to have such a committed group and
such a generous leader.
They say that you
can't keep it unless you are willing to give it away ... the amount of your
giving breaks out to new highs each week!
That would be some
parabolic move on the chart! Thanks for sharing.
Tribally yours,
|
Yes. |
Mon, 29 Dec 2003
Accept People
the Way They Are
Hi Ed,
Two days after my last sending experience I woke up in the morning with the
clear thought of "Accept people the way they are." It has been
nice to follow this trend without a fight.
My question is, "Where do I draw the line between accepting people
the way they are and going with the flow vs. putting a mirror up to them to
let them see their behavior?"
All the best to you and yours in this ever evolving moment of NOW. |
You
draw the line from now to now.
Say
you tell people the truth about your feelings and your desires and your
limits ... and they fly off the handle.
You
can just accept them the way they are.
Let
the chips fall where they may. Accept it. When it all sorts
itself out, you (and they) are standing closer to right livelihood.
Since
there is nothing wrong with other people, you do not have to put up a mirror
or do therapy on them.
Forcing
therapy on people is an act of violence, part of your own drama set.

I'm
Afraid, Doc,
I
Think They Want To Replace Me
With
a Computer
Force
+ therapist = the rapist.
Clip: http://www.units.muohio.edu/
psybersite/cyberspace/aisurge/therapist.gif |
Mon, 29 Dec 2003
IV TT Meeting
Ed,
Thank you for the invitation to participate in the Incline Village Tribe. I
am excited to learn and contribute. If there is anything I need to do in
preparation, let me know.
I am attending the January 8th meeting.
Thanks again for this opportunity to learn and grow.
Regards, |
You
are welcome ! |
Mon, 29 Dec
2003
Fred in the
Needle in Seattle
Hi Ed,
I love your site and the work you are doing.
I would like to
post my e-mail so that [others] from Washington State might see it.
I am a little
timid on TTP myself and new at trading. It seems like an enormous mountain
to me as well. Have an awesome new year.
|

Welcome
Seattle !
See
Directory Page

Space
Needle
Clip: http://www.arthorsestudio.com/
images/commercial_images/props
_spaceneedle_vtweb.jpg |
Mon, 29 Dec 2003
Self-less Contributions
Today, Monday December 29, 2003 I stumbled across the Prologue to Market
Wizards and read it for the first time. I was moved by the story. I thought
to myself, what a great year '03 has been.
For most of my life I was determined to continue learning, about the markets
and life, which consisted of adding to my stock day by day, sorting
labeling, filtering, coding, judging, and so on - focused on external
answers.
Earlier this year,
I realized in a moment of pure clarity learning actually consisted of
looking deep within, subtracting day by day, not asking Why or
attempting to find causal agents (because): subtracting and yet
again subtracting or dissolving until I had reached a condition of
inactivity in CM upon which I was able to base any judgment - an intuitive
experience of "wisdom" that is truly independent of words.
From our earliest contact, I interrupt less and less as I continue learning.
I can't thank you enough for your self-less contributions ...
Sincerely,
|
FAQ
is an expressions of self.
If
I take self away, FAQ gets kind of empty, at least over here in this column.
You
might take your feelings about selfishness, self-less-ness and self into TTP
to sort it all out a bit. |
Sun, 28 Dec 2003
Feelings
Dear Mr. Seykota,
When I am doing TTP, I am always uncertain whether a feeling is a feeling
from my item of concern, or it is just a feeling because of the
posture I am in. For example, I may be feeling a bit numb, but it may be because
of the way I am sitting, rather than Fred communicating.
As a result,
I always find it difficult to truly experience the "tightness in the
chest" or "heaviness on the shoulder" that so many other
tribe members are experiencing.
How can I
experience my feeling when I have difficulty experiencing my feeling? I even
try to experience the feeling of not able to experience the feeling, and no
physical feeling comes through.
Any suggestions?
Many thanks.
Jealousy
I found myself envying other people's success. Consciously I have been
telling myself to share the joy of other people's successes, but deep inside
I know I am cheering when I see them fail. Is jealousy one of those gauges
just like anger and worries? How can I embrace jealousy? |
Finding
reasons for feelings is a fundamental approach.
Just
use whatever feeling comes up as the starting point and go with the flow of
your feelings as they evolve.
Good
receivers are invaluable in helping you stay on track with your feelings (or
lack of them) while you work your way through the process.
Cheer
more.

Yaaay
!
You
discover the positive intention
of
your feelings when you accept them
and
celebrate them.
Clip: http://www.wayneforster.com/
topics.html
|
Sun, 28 Dec 2003
Warren Buffett
& Trend Following
Dear Sir,
I have an aha moment when I watched the old Ron Insana - Warren Buffett
interview. I finally fully embrace what you have been saying about trend
following.
As I watch the interview, it suddenly occurs to me that all Buffett does was
trend following, riding the trend of America supremacy. That is the same as
the guy who ride NTES from $1 to $70 last year, or AOL in the late 90s, or
MSFT since the mid-80s. Well, this may not a huge revelation to many, but to
me, trend following finally clicks. (Not that I am against the idea and I've
been migrating from bottom fishing to trend following for the last year, I
just always feel that there are some residual doubt)
The realization is, it really doesn't matter how you ride the trend. One can
be "fundamentally" based as in Buffett only buying what he
understands (in other words, that he is comfortable with the heat). Or one
can be buying from a breakout in the chart for a multi-year high even though
one doesn't have a clue on what the company is doing. Trend-following is a
way of its own and not bounded by FA or TA. |
Yes.
Trend is essential for Profit. |
Sun, 28 Dec 2003
Stop I Mean It
Hi Ed !
Your creation of the StopImeanit function in TTP is an excellent control for
senders unwilling to untie fear-related judgments.
Your introduction
with the car brake analogy is perfect.
regards, |
Yes.
It seems to work. The sender maintains the option to say "Stop, I
mean it," when the pain hits his stop out point.
Your
job as receiver is to receive his unwillingness to proceed. This may
dissolve it so he can move forward.

Stop,
I Mean It
Experiments
to prove
that
brakes make a car go faster:
1. Send two cars
on a race around town. One has strong brakes, the other weak ones. See
which car wins the race.
2. Notice your
speed going up and down a steep hill. Notice which way you use your brakes
more.
Clip: http://www.dsnclassics.co.uk/
acatalog/brakes.gif |
Sat, 27 Dec 2003
Family Tribe
Hi Ed !
Since the usual Incline Village meeting is not until January 8, the four in
our family sat down for a family tribe meeting last night.
I read aloud this
week's FAQ's, which inspired all. We conducted it formally, beginning with
drums and check-in. We had a roaring fire going on this cold winter eve; one
member suggested we turn off the electric lights, and put a chair in front
of the fireplace to be a real hot seat.
Two members
volunteered during the evening. So by firelight, amazing magical events
transpired for all in this 3-hours meeting, ending with check-out.
The Process lets blossom understanding and trust which society's norms
program us to suppress, avoid, distract. I notice a wonderful closeness.
rgds, |
Yes.
Family is the essential Tribe.

Family
Tree
Branches
The World Over
Clip: http://www.baseball-almanac.com
/family/familytree.jpg
|
Fri, 26 Dec 2003
Migration
Please delete me as the Portland contact person and change to Olympia WA.
The tribe members
and I have migrated North.
Thank You.
Best Regards,
|
OK. |
Fri, 26 Dec 2003
Mad-Trader
Disease cited at CME
Dear Ed,
I believe that this cow issue is one of US National Security. Here's why.
Holstein cows are used for dairy purposes, not for steaks. To my knowledge
they
are not deliverable against either of the CME Cattle contracts.
Yet Live Cattle
are limit down, and Milk is range-bound. Since Milk and Cattle Futures are
traded on the same exchange, on the same floor approximate to one another, I
believe this is clearly a Bovine conspiracy.
Furthermore, I
have no doubt that it is the entire reason why the contributor held up at
the US/Canada border (see
Dec 20). I am going to watch him very carefully and I will certainly
report my irrefutable findings to
you for the FAQ and IVTT members.
I wouldn't be surprised if a sleuthy Holstein Spy Cow was behind this and
short Cattle is his own account. I ask you sir (sire) to please direct
your browser to
http://www.fmp.com/rodent/spycow/
I will keep you posted on my findings. |
Quite
a-moo-sing.
An
alternative to central regulation of
industry (major drama once in a while) is regulation by competition and a
free press (small, local dramas on a regular basis).

Ebullient
Cow
gets
short of pasture mates
just
before the news breaks.
Clip: www.uweb.ucsb.edu/
~chrscrash/cow&ch~1.htm |
Fri, 26 Dec 2003
Realistically
Dear Mr. Seykota,
In my humble opinion, even if traders master the TTP, the odds are that only
1 out of 100 traders will be able to make $100,000 annually in
today's dollars consistently.
Without TTP, the
odds are perhaps 1 out of 1000.
Happy Holidays,
|
To
make $100,000 annually, many FAQ readers would have to lower their income.

One
Out of Three Stooges
is
Wealthy
One
Out of Three
is
Healthy
One
Out of Three
Does
not Read FAQ Regularly
Clip: http://www.stoogeworld.com/
_Videography/Filmography/
HealthyWealthyDumb.htm |
Fri, 26 Dec 2003
Let Me Get This
Straight #2
see #1
Hi,
"As an example of drama, you might check your own
situation for evidence of showing up for meetings unprepared, without first
reading the background materials."
I am not a tribe member, and there is no such evidence in my life. I am
always very well prepared for things. I have already read through the whole
site.
"You may have feelings about your drama that you
do not like."
"To the extent you can connect Fred and CM, and experience these
feelings, you may be able to transform your feelings from enemies to
allies, and proceed with less drama."
My question to you was, what feeling do I experience?
The feelings in the drama, or the negative feelings I have about the drama?
I read at one point you mentioning something about a good judge-bad judge
deal, and when you find the good judge, the whole link disappears. But this
is the only reference I
could find on the site.
|
The
feelings you don't like about your drama are the feelings that entrain the
drama. You may take any of them as a starting point for TTP.
Your
receivers can encourage you to stay with the entry feeling (s) as they
evolve. As you fully experience them, you may get AHA's, naturally reframe
your feelings as allies, and notice you no longer have much interest in
continuing with the original drama.
The
process does not depend upon selecting the "right" entry feeling,
as all of them lead, holotropically, toward the central, key feelings.

Klimt
- The Kiss
How
you start
typically
does not matter
in
the end.
Clip: http://www.eecs.umich.edu/
~magerko/images/klimt-kiss.jpg |
Thu, 25 Dec 2003
Validation
& Commitment
see May
7 FAQ
Dear Mr. Seykota,
I am writing to comment on a very long FAQ post on May 7 titled Validation
and Commitment. As I've told you before, one of my activities on weekends /
holidays is to re-read the old FAQ's, and it is a very refreshing and
mind-opening process to me.
I don't know if it is the Christmas magic, but I find that extremely long
FAQ post is talking exactly about ME!! The author described so many of
his problems and feelings in detail, and to my shocking surprise, almost
everything he says applies to me perfectly!! Even I suspect the length of
this email I'm writing now will mimic his, for a lot of emotions and
feelings want to be expressed just like his. If he is reading this FAQ,
I'd greatly appreciate if he can share his feelings (if he chooses to), now
that it is almost 8 months after his original post.
First, he describes his feeling of wanting to come up with a question or
insight, so that he can receive the tap on the shoulder from Ed Seykota the
Market Wizard as "You've got it! You are the one! You are destined to
be great!" Admittedly, I feel the same way too, although to a much
lesser extent nowadays than it was. Like him, I too learn now that there is
not any external validation to resolve it. In fact, even when a senior
trader at my firm complimented me that I have the potential to be a Market
Wizard, I just felt that was an insincere and casual remark.
Then he realizes he needs the validation because he can commit fully only if
he knows he WILL succeed. And even he knows that it isn't logical,
especially when he prides himself in keep working until he gets the results
he wants. (Oh my God, that was exactly the same line I have used in the
Trading Tribe meeting a couple of months ago)
He then mentions that he is not afraid of taking losses, which he and I both
have no problem honoring our stops. The worry is from those "against
the odds" runs of losses. He is not afraid of losses, but LOSING, as a
"lifestyle." I too, after reading Taleb's "Fooled by
Randomness", keep pondering against the extreme events, and it makes
whatever success I have questionable. To me, until the day I swear never
to trade again, I still have the possibility of losing it all. When he says,
"I don't want to go for it committed because I don't want to discover
that I can't win," I totally understand what he means.
Furthermore, he asks about the Aha sensation. He says he comes up with a lot
of things that makes sense to him, but none gives him the major sensations
of an Aha. They just fit and make sense, but nothing more. And I too have
difficulty feeling ahas. I also wrote to FAQ earlier about my difficulty in
feeling the physical feelings (like tightness in the chest, pain the back
and etc).
Next, he talks about how he as a child would pray every night and make all
kinds of promises to God to win a jacket. I did too, but most of the time
what I wished for wouldn't happen. And so in a way I arrive at the exact
same conclusion as he does:
I can't win at
what I really want. If it's really important to me, I can do everything in
my power, but I won't get it."
And the two things he try the hardest are fixing his speech and becoming a
good trader. Those are mine too!! I feel that one of my biggest weakness is
my poor communication skill. And of course, to take my trading to the next
level is always on top of the list.
Even his seemingly meaningless comment "I'm sure our little dramas,
while utterly fascinating to ourselves, are not nearly so interesting to
others!" resonate with me, as they are actually interesting to me
because of the extreme similarities, and also because someone made a similar
comment to me just last week.
I had this drama last week - I am on a Technical Analysis mailing list that
includes some well-known TA authors like John Bollinger and Larry Williams.
The discussion ranges from terrorist attack to how to make TA more
"believable." All of a sudden, I have the urge to make my name
known, and so I "intentionally" made some mocking remarks. I put
"intention" in quote because at the time I didn't feel like
"intending" to ridicule them, but it became obvious that it was
indeed my true intention once I calmed down and thought about it. When I
think about intentions and results, I feel that their true intention is not
to make money trading, but to make money selling more books and getting more
clients to their funds, and I look down on that intention, especially when
on the other hand they praise traders getting rich by using technical
analysis to make consistent money, as opposed to taking a percentage of the
money managed.
Apparently I irritated quite some people, who felt that I was self-centered
and money-driven, and disrespecting the TA community. But even before I get
to read their responses, I already know I have made a mistake. Fred is
playing out a drama!! There is really no excuse for me to make all those
ridiculous comments even thought they may be what I believe in, and there is
absolutely no reason for me to question other people's intention.
I was asking
"why", I was implying what one "should" be doing, and I
was not using SVO-p!! What does questioning others has to do with making
money trading, if that is really my true intention? I learn from FAQ that
"One way to draw people closer is to respect their desire to be
distant." By the same token, on way to get people to listen to me, is
to respect the fact that some of them don't want to listen to my babbling.
I remember too that you once suggested that I might tend to talk and have
others listen (see FAQ on 8/5). In other words, I crave for attention, even
though consciously I shy away from being the center of attention. Fred is
doing this again!! I am doing exactly the thing that I don't want to be
doing!!
Jesse Livermore said when one noticed he made a mistake, there is only one
thing to do and that is stop being wrong. So I wrote back to the list and
make an apology. I feel sorry that I have made those comments. It is really
none of my business in the first place. Fortunately, I am able to exit this
"trade" with only a small loss. Or perhaps a small gain, for I
learn more about myself, and at the same time also receive some
encouragement.
It is Larry
Williams who wrote back and said it's OK to be money-driven, for the only
reason to do a trade is to make a profit, and that perhaps some people may
actually learn from my "babbling." I never think of it that way,
but reading the 5/7 FAQ and the author's comment that "his dramas not
so nearly interesting to others" do strike me. I do find them
interesting, because I am living through one drama myself.
I can point out many more similarities, but I think that is more than
enough.
I realize the
first step to real "cure" to my drama is for me to feel the
feelings that want attention.
I look forward to
bringing that to our Tribe meeting once it resumes after consecutive
cancellations. In the mean time, I'd like to know if the original author
of the 5/7 FAQ on Validation and Commitments see this, and if he chooses to,
share some of his experience in the last several months after his FAQ.
Thanks Mr. Seykota, and Merry Christmas!! |
The
operation of a Tribe depends on regular attendance. You might consider
supporting each other in keeping your commitments to attend, in practicing
manifesting your intentions to attend as results.

Intentions
= Results
Clip: http://www.math.technion.ac.il/
institute/surface.htm
|
Thu, 25 Dec 2003
Checking In
Yoda,
Merry Christmas and have a happy, healthy New Year!
Respectfully yours,
|
OK.

Yoda
Lay He Who
Clip: http://home.t-online.de/home/
Reinhold_Baeder/Gesundheit.htm |
Thu, 25 Dec 2003
LA Update
Ed,
Hope your having a good holiday. Looks like someone's doing good work in LA.
We
have six people committed to the next meeting. One guy drives from Santa
Barbara.
Re: "Schizophrenia"
See Sequence
of Trades Dec 22, 2003
Roses are red
Violets are blue
I'm a Schizophrenic
And so am I
Best, |
OK.
And that goes for me, too. |
Thu, 25 Dec 2003
Happy Holidays
Happy holidays everyone! I just want to let you all know that I feel very
fortunate to be associated with such a supportive and admirable group of
dedicated individuals. Thank you all for creating such a positive learning
environment.
I am forever
grateful for your contributions.
I wish you all happiness, success and good health.
Enjoy the festivities!
All the best, |
Happy
Birthday to All.

2004
Candles and Counting
Clip: http://www.jesus.ch/
weihnachten/happy-birthday/ |
Wed, 24 Dec 2003
Happy Holidays
Dear Mr. Seykota,
Thank you for your support!
My current work includes accepting the concept of probability in the now.
Here is a link you might enjoy: http://www.cogsci.princeton.edu/~wn/
Happy Holidays,
Regards,
P.S.: Commenting as a receiver of FAQ: You may want to take the feeling
of 'kick butt in the markets' into TTP.
|
Good
job of receiving, disappearing the reference from the TTP Page.

What
you experience
tends
to disappear.
You
can sometimes get people to change, just by listening.
Clip: www.just4yucks.com/catalog/
5x/51041.phtml |
Wed, 24 Dec 2003
Trading Tribe
in Salem Oregon
Hello, Mr. Seykota,
I want to apply, and ask your permission, so I can start one Tribe here in
Salem Oregon. And my understanding of Trading Tribe Process is as follows:
I) That TTP is a technology to facilitate our personal growth and to Kick
Butt in the market. (to avoid we being kicked-zero-zum game).
II) That your ultimate intention for the Trading Tribe and for TTP is for us
to experience it. (produce real changes in our lives, our fellings and our
performance).
III) That TT is an association of traders who commit to excellence, personal
growth, and supporting and receiving support from others traders.
IV)T hat in order to master the technology we must, learn and APPLY: 1)The
Trading Tribe Process. 2)The basic trading skills. 3)Rigth Livelihood.
(Clear Body,Clear Mind ... Good Living-Good performance ... Those who live
well - Those who earn well.) 4)Support network (Willing to accept help from
others. Open-minded). And 5) Vice versa, contributive to others (Its a
law... the most you support others - The Better you become). To give and to
receive are the same .. are related.
V) That the Tribe Community encourages personal growth and assist
like-minded people to connect, but is clearly understood that this process
and its outcome is all at our own risk.
VI) That if we apply the basics of this process as traders we agree that
trading intimately reflects our moods, feelings and inner natures ... and
that we can improve our trading, by working on ourselves. The Trading Tribe
holds that such inner work, involving the interplay of the EGO and the
subconscious, is ironically, essentially impossible on our own, yet rather
natural in a group or Tribe. (synergy) Beside this The Trading Tribe
realizes that deep down, we are not separate, indeed we are dependent and
interconnected. This realization collapses the boundary between SPIRIT and
Matter, between the inner and the outer, between the self in here and the
world out there, and facilitate self-actualization. We learn how always to
be in control of our emotions (not to panic when the crowd panic, be
disciplined all the time.).
VII) That if we take to heart what we read and make even a small but sincere
effort to apply what we learn, we will experience a profound shift in our
perceptions and emotions. We can sure expect the Life will respond
accordingly. And even though, we do not have enough experience it won't take
long to benefit from the process and the technology ... In fact, more likely
it will save years of looking for answers that are only as far away as the
shift from Mind to Heart. (Holistic approach, Body- Mind- Spirit.) The
simple system offered in TTP shows us how to make a direct connection with
the intuitive intelligence resource of our heart. As we - the people -
develop this intelligence, it gives us the POWER all we need to manage our
mind and EMOTIONS and achieve a greater capacity to create positive changes
in the society as a whole. The combination of these elements provides a
comprehensive SYSTEM for liberate our innate potential and achieve faster
personal, and interpersonal, and most important Social advancement. Thank
you ...
Best wishes.
|

Welcome
Salem,
Oregon !
See
the Tribe Directory Page

Salem
Mt.
Rose Rising in the Background
Clip: http://www.norwaresolutions.com/
|
Tue, 23 Dec 2003
Application to the "Village"
Wow, what to say, what to say, not only am I new to the trading
arena, I think I'm still in my cocoon.
I've been reading
all the info from the Turtle Trader and that's how I came to be standing in
front of this enormous mountain.
How's the view
from way up there? I looked for a tribe in Washington State but there was
none to be found.
I would like to
put my toe in the water and see how warm it is but I'm not sure
I have enough understanding of TTP to write a 1-page essay and you would be
hard pressed to find anything on my resume that would excite any known tribe
members.
In asking for a
resume, is there anything in particular you are looking for? I'm just one
of the poor masses looking to climb up the mountain a little to get out
of the fog bank.
If you think you
could use another soul (sole?) to help ponder the known universe then I
would be glad to lend my ears and any thoughts that might be generated in
between them. Thank you for your time. |
To
apply to the Incline Village Trading Tribe, follow the instructions on the
Directory Page.
|
Tue, 23 Dec 2003
LA Tribe Report
Hi Ed,
Last night we had another meeting in LA. Layers of stuff are coming off of
me. My Fred and CM are talking. I was able to both send and receive. This
is the first time that I received someone who really lost track of time. The
best part of receiving for me is that a) I was able to help someone else
with their "stuff" and b) It helped me to be a better sender.
The bottom line is that I had a great sending experience last night. I feel
very comfortable with the people at the tribe gathering. We have a great
Chief!
The human species is amazing. Receiving for others is a great experience.
When I got home after the meeting I fell asleep like a log.
Ed, I will keep you up to date from time to time.
Best regards, |
Yes.
Receiving empowers sending.

A
Receptive Mike
Empowers
Communication
With
several in the room,
the
opportunities are endless.
Clip: zork.net/mailman/listinfo/audio-drama |
Wed, 24 Dec 2003
from: Mon, 15 Dec
2003
X & Y day Moving Average Crossover
I think I know and understand how it can be used. Can you please illustrate
in a graph with a short explanation ...
Thank You and
Merry Christmas |
Typically,
when the fast average crosses below the slow average, the system issues a
sell signal signal; when it crosses above, a buy signal.

Moving
Average Crossover System
Blue:
Price
Pink:
Fast Average
Yellow:
Slow Average
FAQ does not
recommend specific system parameters ... does recommend thorough testing of
systems before using them.
Clip: http://faculty.fuqua.duke.edu/
~charvey/Teaching/BA453_2002/
CCAM/image002.gif |
Wed, 24 Dec 2003
from: Wed, 3 Dec
2003
Interesting
Commentary
on Mis-Education
[I forward this article as I think it might be of interest to you and your
readers]
From sci-fi writer James P. Hogan's web site: www.jamesphogan.com
Regarding the quest to achieve Artificial Intelligence, I've often wondered
why we put so much time and effort into trying make machines and robots
think like people, when we're still educating and training people to act
like robots.
John Taylor Gatto, a former New York State and New York City Teacher of the
Year and the author of Dumbing Us Down: The Hidden Curriculum of
Compulsory Schooling, gives an insider's account of what state schooling is
really designed to accomplish in a Harper's article "Against
School," available online.
According to Gatto, it's no accident that crushing boredom is the normal
condition of pupils and staff alike. From its roots among the social
planners of the 19th century, inspired by the Prussian model, the purpose of
the system, apart from a select elite earmarked to be caretakers for the
rest, is not to impart knowledge to the young and awaken their intelligence,
but to mass-produce a standardized, manageable citizenry and to put down
originality and dissent. Its stated goals include: establishing fixed habits
of reaction to authority; instilling conformity -- and hence predictability;
determining proper social roles; providing the minimum preparation necessary
for the role assigned. The result is consignment of the majority to a state
of permanent unquestioning childhood that readily succumbs to regimentation
and the lures of consumerist society -- much more profitable for the few
than those pesky individualists who thought for themselves, bought what they
needed, and competently ran families at the age of 15 a century ago.
Gatto ends: After a long life, and thirty years in the public school
trenches, I've concluded that genius is as common as dirt. We suppress our
genius only because we haven't yet figured out how to manage a population of
educated men and women. The solution, I think, is simple and glorious. Let
them manage themselves.
Splendid! |
People
have many ways to tie each other up in K-Nots.

Knots
Square,
Clove Hitch, Bowline
To
tie the Knot in the Stomach, simply tell someone they should (K)not do
something, while you do it yourself.
To
untie it, take the feeling to a Tribe Meeting
Clip: http://www.daniellesplace.com/
html/vbs2000.html
|
Wed, 24 Dec 2003
I Would Like to
Start a Tribe
First, thank you for providing FAQ for those of us hungry to learn.
I wish to participate in an intentional community. I have recently moved to
Adelaide, Australia and would like to experience the camaraderie of other
traders.
I am originally
from the United States and have felt nervousness (tightness of the skin
around my chest, increased sensitivity to hot and cold on my arms) about how
TTP might be received here. It occurs to me I would like to take these
feelings into a tribe meeting and use them as a starting point to explore
the process.
I would like to thank the gentleman from Austin who shared his feelings of
starting the Austin tribe, and extend those thanks to everyone who
contributes to FAQ, you included. I have been reading FAQ since you have
been publishing it to the web, and I have gained a great deal of insight and
benefit from reading it. I wonder how much more I will receive from
participating as well.
Merry Christmas to you and your family and to all the readers and tribe
members who help make FAQ what it is. It has been a good year for feelings
and I look forward to the next.
Kind Regards,
|

Welcome
Adelaide,
Austrailia !
See
the Tribe Directory Page

Adelaide
Clip: users.senet.com.au/~jmacleod/
dws_home.html
|
Tue, 23 Dec 2003
Best Wishes
We wish you to have a grossly profitable New Year.
May the markets provide endless rewards and obscence profits to all.
Everyone gets to be a capitalist pig !!! |
Your
metaphors indicates you might like to check your feelings about profit and
capitalism.

Our
personal Trading Metaphors
carry
how we view trading and traders
Clip: http://www.tek-efx.com/gimme.gif |
Tue, 23 Dec 2003
Uncertainty... and feelings about it.
Hello Ed,
I'm not sure ... if this is the place to put the ideas below, but it could
help others in examining their feelings about trading.
I want to put some hypotheses here and I'm interested in reactions.
(I even think that it is possible to create a trading system from it.)
Here they are:
1. no one can predict;
2. indicators don't have predicting value;
3. entries are unimportant;
4. trends have the attribute/quality that signals in the direction of the
trend work better;
5. to be successful you have to act (very) against human nature / habits.
So questions are:
What is human nature & why do trends exist?
How can you make profit from it?
Now the feelings ...
You see how important it is to live (and trade) in uncertainty.
|
"You
see how important" is not a feeling ... wanting reactions from others
is a feeling.
FAQ
does not attempt to answer the incorrigibly ambiguous question, why.

Dogs
Bark
When
they feel bored or
when
they want attention.
Some
traders trade
when
they feel bored or
when
they want attention.
Clip: www.belfastcity.gov.uk/
newenvhealth/Healthprotection/
noise/domestic/doggynoise.shtml |
Tue, 23 Dec 2003
Learning and Joining the Tribe
Dear Ed
Hi there. I came to reading about you through an insert about Michael
Marcus.
I am a physical therapist living in Cape Town, South Africa.
I live by the saying that 'I am the captain of my own ship' and therefore
I take responsibility for my actions and life.
I am looking forward to hearing and learning from you.
|
Being
a captain and taking responsibility can be independent states.
Connecting them is optional.

Em-bark-ing
on the voyage,
the
captain, on the bow,
encounters
ruff water.
Clip: www.shirtlady.com/yorkie.html |
Tue, 23 Dec 2003
Cut Losses or
Else!
Dear Mr. Seykota,
I'm still up substantially (>80%) this year on [my] account, but
lacked discipline to cut losses recently.
Do you trade stock index futures differently than other commodity markets,
sir?
Thank you and happy holidays.
-----
(follow-up send)
Dear Mr. Seykota,
I forgot to mention. I also lack discipline when it comes to trade stock
index futures with the right position size. It's ironic that I trade stock
indexes the worst yet I apply the most insane leverage. This would lead to a
bust, because the risk of ruin is so high, if things don't change. I know
that trading does satisfy some emotional level need, which is why I do this,
yet I seem to rationalize this by thinking of some intellectual reason why
doing the wrong things are actually good.
You can include this with the previous e-mail if that makes more sense.
Merry X'mas,
|
You
might take your feelings about cutting losses to a Tribe Meeting.
When
you come to see the positive intention of cutting losses, without the
emotional (cut losses or else) overlay, you might find it easier to follow
your discipline.

Going
To Bed is Natural
Or
Else is Additional Drama
Clip: www.bilingual-supplies.co.uk/
acatalog/Tobed_s.jpg |
Tue, 23 Dec 2003
Peace
See: More
Borderline
Hi Ed !
After having several TTP sessions with my wife in last few days, watching TV
news, and getting several supportive emails from people that know what
happened last week, I came to an understanding and peace with the event at
the border, myself, and all the great people I know around the world and
specially my friends in US.
It was quite an
inner trip for me and it made me reconsider and recommit to love, peace,
democracy, free enterprise and freedom.
TTP is in use
all the time in my house these days and I just want to say THANK YOU for
sharing it with myself and others.
All the best, |
Yes. |
Tue, 23 Dec 2003
Confidence
Hi Ed,
I've had a pretty big aha since realizing [my dream]. I've been
experiencing it for a week or so, it has to do with my confidence.
I once thought
that my confidence came from my personal accomplishments, like the
number of diplomas I had, the schools I attended, my GPA, working at
prestigious investment banks, making money, or attracting a successful
mentor. I didn't compare myself to other people, I compared myself to what
society deemed an accomplishment (ex. a 3.8 GPA out of a 4.0 scale might be
considered an accomplishment, a top ten school, etc...).
I was always
looking to prove myself, get the token of accomplishment, so I could say
to myself "be confident". When things got tough, I worked harder.
There was something missing in my confidence though, it was a certainty of
things.
Not of knowing the
future or something like that but knowing, no matter what happens, I'll
become a better person because of the experience.
I now know that
every experience (every issue) I have is an opportunity to learn more about
myself, and as I experience more, and I learn more about myself, I realize
more of my true potential.
I believe the
confidence I feel, now, is the result of weekly TTP meetings and the TTP
workshop (the hardball process, hot seat, sending and receiving).
I know now, when
issues arise, no matter how big, no matter how clouded they may seem, I
bring them to the hot seat,
I experience my
feelings, I find the good intentions behind those feelings, and the issues
disappear (dis-solve).
Any thoughts? |
Yes. |
Tue, 23 Dec 2003
Snapshot: Wake Up
Hi Ed,
I hope you and your family are having a wonderful holiday season. I'm having
a blast.
Here's a snapshot update.
On 12/10/03, I realized my dream of "Wake Up", this was the
name of my snapshot that I created at the TTP workshop.
Work decided they
didn't need me until the end of the calendar year so they added an
additional 2 weeks to my package with the understanding I will come back if
they need some help with their FX and investments next quarter. I gladly
agreed.
I called my wife from the car, told her my situation and she rushed home,
sent the nanny home early, got into the outfit that I described to her in my
snapshot (I won't go into the skimpy details), she grabbed our baby boy from
the crib, and waited for me to pull into the driveway. I opened the front
door, walked in while loosening my tie, I had a big smile on my face; and my
beautiful wife, while holding my son, stood up and congratulated me on
achieving this dream.
I am a full time trader, different than the local I once was, as for now,
I follow long term trends.
I felt a confidence I never felt before, the hair on the back of my neck
stood up, goose bumps ran up and down my spine, I had the uncontrollable
desire to smile, laugh even, it was such a great feeling.
The words I write don't do the feeling justice.
It's a moment I'll never forget.
Thank you for your guidance.
Respectfully yours,
|
Yes.
Congratulations! Here is something for you and your family from me and
mine.
Waking Up With
You
Words and Music
(c) Ed Seykota, 2003

|
Click
to listen to MIDI file.
|
Intro
Waking up with you
is my favorite
thing to do
And I love you so.
Morning sun pours
in,
I'm such a lucky
man
And I love you so.
Passages through
conscious states
Life is such a
dream.
Reality's a
shifting point of view.
Lo, behold a rose
unfold
a fragrance of a
theme,
my sweetest joy is
waking up with you.
Waking up with
you,
is my favorite
thing to do
And I love you so.
Morning sun pours
in,
I'm such a lucky
man
And I love you so.

Behold
a Rose Unfold
Clip: http://www.gov.mb.ca/leg-asmb/
greeting/images/rose.gif |
Mon, 22 Dec 2003
Seeking Manager
for 100 K
Dear Ed Seykota,
Just a note to check if you would be interested in taking on a new account
to
manage.
I have $100K in a
company [ABC] that is being bought by [XYZ]. I am looking for another
investment vehicle besides [XYZ] stock.
This is an IRA
that would not be touched for 20+ years as I am a 41 year old software
engineer.
My goal is to turn this $100K into $10M in 20 years, which is an average of
26% a year. If this is of interest to you, please reply to this email.
Sincerely, |
Yes,
100K to 10M is a 100 fold increase, in 20 years. That indicates, as you
point out, compounding annually at about 25.8927 percent per year.
To
that, you might like to add some more points for purchasing power
adjustments, which may become increasingly important.
Trend
Traders, such as myself, cannot agree to deliver profit to a specific
target, particularly on a consistent, annual basis.
If
you intend to get above-average returns, you might do well to expect
above-average volatility, and considerable uncertainty.
You
might consider taking your feelings about wanting a secure future into TTP.
Once
you learn to live with uncertainty, your investment options may expand.

TSA
If
it's security you want,
go
see these guys.
See:
More Borderline
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Mon, 22 Dec 2003
Sequence
of Trades
Hi
When we think of number sequences, we seem to think naturally
in terms of addition than in terms of multiplication.
For example of additive thinking, consider the question: "are 50% of
the trades wins?"
For multiplicative thinking, consider the same trades as a series of
numbers (equity after divided by equity before) that are multiplied together
with the starting equity to get the final equity.
Many of these are
"0.98" when using 2% risk per trade, some of them are larger than
1, when showing profit. Now, the question above appears meaningless.
Referring to compound interest (multiplicative thinking), Albert Einstein is
quoted as saying: "It is the greatest mathematical discovery of all
time"
Comments?
Regards,
|
I
wonder if your use of the word, "we" indicates:
1. you are
floridly schizophrenic.
2. you assume
that others just naturally think the way you do.
3. Either,
Neither, Both, More and/or None.
In
any event, you might check your P&L's for evidence of trading in order
to be right about your opinion.

Schizophrenia
means
you never have to be alone
and
that goes for me, too.
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Mon, 22 Dec 2003
Position Sizing
See: Position
Sizing Nov 12, 2003
Hi Ed,
The author says he feels he is missing something. You point out his
"emotional concerns may be masquerading as logic."
This is a Fred-CM
disconnect.
In addition, I
notice he is confusing the pyramiding technique for the entire
mechanical part of the trading system just like those who confuse entry-exit
for the whole system.
Regards, |
Unresolved
feelings of confusion tend to entrain actual confusion, as a drama.
Providing
more information and logic typically does not clear confusion. It tends to
increase the scope of the confusion.
When
Fred and CM connect, and the feeling of confusion resolves, confusion tends
to disappear as information and logic seem to arise from within.

Sometimes
Confusion Sucks
in
Non-Productive Ways
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Sun, 21 Dec 2003
More
Borderline
See Borderline
Follow-up Sat, 20 Dec 2003
Hi Ed !
Yes, when encountered resistance at the border I felt irritated because I
felt my basic human rights are not respected for I've never had a problem
with a law in my life.
No trigger for
them to treat me the way they did.
I felt humiliated
and angry to the point of thinking that the borders should be closed for
everyone to go in or out of US.
I remembered all
the people around the world hating US and me defending it and loving it.
I start
questioning myself and my love for US and what it represents to me.
The best country
in the world ?!?!?
Freedom ?!?!?
Are we really free
?!?!?
Still
contemplating ... freedom ... US ... ?!?!? ... freedom ?!?!? ... still upset
... my wife is telling me, get off it, relax, I'm still upset ...
Could you please elaborate on:
Your
real intentions not only effect your internal experience , they effect
everyone else. too, and the ripples soon splash back on your own shore.
Love, Peace and Happiness to you my friend, |
Events
may "plug us in" to feelings we don't like, and serve as triggers
for our dramas.
Once
we are into a drama, we may find causes, apply judgments, get angry, fight
back and otherwise engage the DIM process.
Alternatively,
we can take the event as an opportunity to connect Fred and CM,
experience our feelings, find positive intentions and reprogram
Fred.
This
is the work of the Trading Tribe.
Receiving
feelings is often a very quick and effective alternative to
confrontation.
If
the other party stays with DIM, unilateral receiving may still work, since
it results in your being more focused, less likely to plug-in the other
person, and more likely to make it through the maze without wasting
resources in tangential drama.
You
might like to see this story about a reporter who gets caught up in the
drama:
http://www.laweekly.com/ink/
04/04/open-mikulan.php

Confrontation
can
be a reminder to receive.
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Sun, 21 Dec 2003
How Can I Do TTP By Myself ?
Hi Ed,
Love your Trading Tribe site, didn't know you also have the Radial Momentum
Site too.
I own one of these
Powered Parachutes. It has always amazed me that a 500 sq. ft. chute, that
only weights 8 lbs. can lift 1000 lbs.
I would love to be a better trader. A tribe meeting would be great, but I
live in a small town, everybody knows I trade futures, but I hardly meet
anybody else who does.
How can I get
my CM to get in touch with Fred, without going to meetings?
Also, if you're ever in Indiana, I will give you a ride.
Happy Holidays,

|
Flying
seems to work best in some sort of aircraft.
TTP
seems to work best in a Tribal setting.
You
can assemble a tribe from the people around you, whatever their professions.
Before
I agree to go for a ride in your aircraft, I would like to know all about
how you control risk. |
Sun, 21 Dec 2003
Women
see More
About Ugly Fri, 19 Dec 2003
Hi Ed!
Ed Says: You might try substituting the word
"markets" for the word "women" - and see if it rings a
bell.
You see, I often remember this statement and I have do some effort to find
similarities between my relationship with the markets and my relationship
with women. The level of drama and stress is much greater and clearer in my
emotional life.
Strangely enough
though, it seems that to the extent I resolve my issues I
"receive" better both of them, such celebrating "riding
winners" and "cutting losses short" and "managing
risk".
Yet I feel I
have much more prejudices against women rather than against markets. Women
can be mean and unfriendly. Markets, on the other hand, just don't care.
As you receive others, others receive you, you receive
yourself, and the drama factor decreases.
Yes.
(About another fellow's post) Your real intentions not only effect your
internal experience, they effect everyone else, too, and the ripples soon
splash back on your own shore.
Yes. |
You
might take your feelings about women to a Tribe meeting.

Yin
and Yang
Intimate
Partners Define Each Other
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Sun, 21 Dec 2003
Application to
Incline Village
Trading Tribe
Ed,
I am writing to apply to the Incline Village Trading Tribe. I am able to
commute twice monthly from [Central US] and will commit to a minimum
of six months, longer if necessary.
I feel that
participating in Incline Village meetings and learning from you and your
tribe is a great opportunity for me.
I have learned a great deal about TTP from participating in the [ABC]
Tribe, attending the Reno Workshop, and reading FAQ.
I understand
that TTP promotes the free flow of communication between Fred and CM.
Such communication is frequently repressed in individuals, groups, and
society at large. When we block the critical communication lines, Fred finds
ways to communicate with CM. The communication then takes place in the form
of drama, or engaging in activities, associations, thoughts, etc., that
compel us to experience what Fred wants to communicate.
Fred's drive to
communicate experience is the basis for the concept that results =
intention. TTP opens up the communication channels between Fred and CM by
creating a supportive, intentional community that will encourage, and keep
us on task, in the process of experiencing the feelings that we have tied up
in a knot over the course of our lives. In experiencing these feelings, we
gain insights and learn that they are useful tools in living our lives more
fully.
I am experiencing more personal growth from my exposure to TTP than in
any other time in my life. I want to learn as much as I can to share with my
family, the [ABC] Tribe, and others.
Resume:
Education
B.A. Economics, [XXX] University
Work Experience
Industry Marketing Analyst, [YYY Corp.]
Marketing & Sales Director, [ZZZ Corp.]
Owner, [Company]
Floor Trader, [XYZ] Exchange
Trading for own account
Thanks,
|
If
the time you intend to make your commitment is now, welcome
to the Incline Village Trading Tribe !
The
next meeting is now:
January
8, 2004, 7:00 PM.
|
Sun, 21 Dec 2003
Let
Me Get This Straight
So let me get this straight. I am creating some sort of drama, and I don't
like the drama I am creating.
So I have to
experience what feelings? The drama? The negative feelings about the drama?
How do I get this thing to dissolve? |
One
way to get it straight is to follow the link (above) to TTP and read the
material carefully.
Another
(even more complete) way is to read through the entire web site.
As
an example of drama, you might check your own situation for evidence of
showing up for meetings unprepared, without first reading the background
materials. |
Sun, 21 Dec 2003
Blast Off
Dear Mr. Seykota,
Thank you for your
wonderful site. [It's a blast.]
All the best to
you and your family for Christmas and the New Year.
Regards, |
Sounds
like you know how to rock-it.

TTP
is a Blast
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