November
9-15, 2003
Questions
(Quotes
from Ed in Red)
|
Answers
|
Sat, 15 Nov 2003
I just forgot to check the stop loss.
I made a mistake. I am long stock. Check prices every day. Adjust stops if
necessary. I forgot to check this stock. Stock price declined. Stock must be
sold. Position shows a small loss. Entered an order to sell at market on
opening at the next session.
I feel sad. I feel like crying. I feel tired, as if I cried a long time and
am tired from crying. I see myself scolding myself for not being alert.
I keep alert. Review my stops every day. I forgot - maybe neglected is a
better word - about this stock.
Make mistakes sometimes, not often. Image appears - I am pulling a weed out
of my garden.
I just forgot to check the stop loss.
|
When
Fred wants you to feel sad, tired, scolded, Fred may set up a justifying
drama for you, such as "forgetting" to check your stops.
When
you allow yourself to feel these things, Fred no longer needs to set up
drama, and you might notice you can enter stops with your broker, GTC, that
you do not have to "check."

Stops
and Stop Signs
can
help control risk
Clip: http://www.bicyclinglife.com/
images/stop.jpg |
Sat, 15 Nov 2003
Did Any NY
Intensive Leaders
Go to Ed's
Workshop in NV
Just wondering how it went and if there were certain things that you
"could share" with others.
I understand that you have to adhere to non-disclosure parameters and
I in no way am asking for info you shouldn't divulge. However, if there were
some things that you were taught that Ed said "could be shared back
with your tribe" That might be helpful to non-attendee Tribe
Leaders. Thanks for your thoughts.
Also was there any talk of a manual or video course that could be
purchased at a later date
Sincerely,
|
Anyone
may assemble and conduct meetings to discuss, teach and use anything on the
Trading Tribe Site - as long as it is (1) not-for-profit, (2) absolutely
free to participants, (3) at the risk of the presenters and participants.
See FAQ Home Page & Ground Rules, above.
I
am currently preparing a course and training people to deliver it.
For
now, FAQ presents a fairly comprehensive collection of the concepts and
applications.

The
Trading Tribe
supports
free association
to
discuss the materials on this site,
even
in the House of Commons,
especially
there.
For
commercial use, see Ground Rules.
Clip: http://www.parliament.uk/
images/hop/commons_pic.jpg |
Sat, 15 Nov 2003
Inter Tribe Communication
Account Funding
I am working with this task about account funding. I try to locate
underlying feelings about achieving this goal. I do not feel comfortable
about this change. I mean, the idea of this achievement rather scares me. I
can feel it like a light pressure or tension in the stomach area, linings
and guts.
I also acknowledge I need help from other people to achieve this and other
goals in my life.
I dislike
receiving help from other people and I shrug it off. I even feel rather sick
about it. It feels like it threatens my freedom. Yes, I am afraid of losing
my freedom if I receive help from other people.
|
Perhaps
you have some some trust / intimacy issues. You might take your
feelings into a Tribe Meeting and practice sending and receiving.

Co-Operation
means
sending and receiving
http://www.howstuffworks.com/gear4.htm
|
Fri, 14 Nov 2003
Inter-Tribe
Communication
Co-dependency Court
Over the past few days I could ID some some judges of the co-dependency
court of law and I making peace with them:
Fear about ingratitude;
Fear about the feeling of abandonment;
Fear about external judgment and invalidation.
I also ID strong judgments on my part about the needy individual's feelings
and start validating them the way they are and the way they are not. Ed's turtle
example is quite valuable and helpful.
|
OK. |
Fri, 14 Nov 2003
TTP Pollination
- Spreading the Word
Ref: Virtual
TTP
One way to start a Tribe is to show this site to some
friends and see if they show an interest.
Yes. I have been telling some friends about the site and some show interest.
Also celebrating the feelings of fear about judgments and invalidation. |
Yes.

Just
Fall Into It
and
radiate
http://www.teambuildingne.com/
images/water%20drop.jpg |
Fri, 14 Nov 2003
Trend following
Ref: No
Beginning or End
I am feeling rather uncomfortable, however, with the feeling that issues
seemingly never stop arising and that I have to be in a perpetual
"trend following mode" .
Trend following feels like traveling
in spiral, with no beginning and no end.
Yes, the price of liberty is eternal vigilance.
Yes. I am taking the very judges about trend following and validating them. |
Yes. |
Fri, 14 Nov 2003
Confusion
Ref: Hunger
to Learn
Thank you Chief so much for the immediate feedback on my email. It feels so
good to be listened to and I'm having a positive experience with your
comments about confusion. Thank you for giving me better perspective.
Warm regards, |
OK. |
Fri, 14 Nov 2003
Setting Them Free
Ed,
Thank you for posting responses to my last e-mails.
This is the third time this has happened. I have an issue. I don't think
I'll ever get to the answer. I get on the hot seat. I experience my
feelings, and the answer presents itself ... it's truly amazing.
I'm starting to believe (I have goose bumps on my right cheek when I say
that out loud).
Last night, I brought my feelings about judges to the hot seat. The first
feeling I felt was anger, "They judge me, and I'll judge them right
back." got the feeling going for me, I let this escalate from my
burning lungs up my throat and into a scream. I relaxed. The angry feeling
passed.
Then, I felt my feelings about judges, it was in my face, I grimaced, then I
put my hands on my face and grimaced more. As the tribe rallied behind me, I
pushed my hands to my face more and more. I was grimacing, big time. I
relaxed. My breathing became calm. The feeling passed.
I felt clam, and my thinking was no longer fuzzy about judges, and judgment.
My thoughts became clear.
My 'happy judge' is a judge that does not pass judgment. He listens and
accepts people for what they are, period.
We're all different, and that's such a wonderful gift.
The judge 'who judges right back', is gone, the judge who sat on the
fundamental vs. technical trial is gone. They're all gone (set them free?).
Respectfully yours,
|
Yes.

Butterfly
Emerging
to
freedom

Butterfly
Emerging
as
an electron cloud
Clip: http://web.ukonline.co.uk/
m.hoult/flight/speckwf.html
Clip: http://cfa-www.harvard.edu/
~hrs/itamp/butterfly.jpg |
Fri, 14 Nov 2003
Virtual
TTP
Hi,
I am here for the first time.
I like the idea of personal growth and to work on your self.
The Tribe concept seems like a very good opportunity to do this. But when I
started to imagine a TTP meeting, that I would start in my community (its in
Poland),
I wouldn't know
how to start, what to talk about, or how to receive, when there's no-one
around who has done it before.
So my question: Have you ever thought of setting up an chat-room on your web
site, running real TTP sessions, and people could experience how it works,
be the observer and get the idea?
best regards,
|
I
promote the work through this site, by conducting the Incline Village
Trading Tribe and by presenting an occasional Workshop.
One
way to start a Tribe is to show this site to some friends and see if they
show an interest. |
Thu, 13 Nov 2003
Steady Hand
Reno Workshop
Feedback
Dear Ed,
Some good things are happening to me due to the Workshop in Reno. Even
though I need and would like some more processing, I feel much calmer.
Before the Workshop I had a slight shake in my hand when I just tried to
hold it still in the air. I thought it was normal. Since the workshop I can
hold it perfectly steady and the past shakiness does not seem so normal.
I am up in my account another 25% for the year or about 10% since the
workshop. I have directly experienced the smoothing process that you
mentioned in your risk management section due to me spreading my risk more.
This week in particular may gains offset my losses.
After I cut away
the loser stocks, my account continued a steady advance and I put the loss
money right to work with more new high breakouts.
Sincerely and Calmly, |
Yes.

Progress
One
Digit at a Time
Clip: http://www.thegreatillusion.com/
sm_stairway-hand-foot.jpg
|
Thu, 13 Nov 2003
Lockout
Dear Ed,
In FAQ entitled "Thank You for Everything" on November 3rd, the
author mentions a lockout clause relating to managing other people's money.
I am considering managing others' money. Please elaborate on this clause.
Thank you for all you do with FAQ.
Regards, |
Locking
accounts to prevent withdrawals might be part of a drama relating to fear of
shortage.
You
can also set up a plan in which clients may withdraw funds at will and
deposit funds only once.
You
might consider how these various strategies affirm your own intentions - and
what they communicate to clients.

Locks
Can Appear
on
both sides of the door
Clip: http://www.teleflex.com/index2.html |
Thu, 13 Nov 2003
Stop Outs
Feeling Better
Hi Ed !
Just thinking, day before yesterday got stopped out of [xxx]. Yesterday it
went up which disturbed me but I felt did the right thing by taking the
stop. Now doing the right thing is evident in reality - for [xxx] came down
again. Doing the right thing for myself and feeling the feelings.
Thank you again. |
One
of the advantages of a system is that it is does not care about short term
results, does not change method per the latest wiggles.
When
you can find joy in the system, no matter what the short term results, you
can likely stick to it.

A
Flywheel System
keeps
the engine moving
between
power strokes.
Clip: http://www.stirling-tech.com/
images/flywheel.jpg |
Thu, 13 Nov 2003
More
TTP 4 kidz
Ref: TTP
4 Kidz
Hi Ed !
After some experience in TTP, I wonder how these suppressions we discover
are created. More particularly, how can one live so they aren't created? So
life flows instead? In the grand overview, what are the guidelines to set
one's life course to achieve the 5th item in your ground rules, a noble
ultimate goal, the biggest AHA you've described, IMHO.
My son's mother answered my first question yesterday with a live
demonstration.
After [my son's]
positive experience in TTP a few days ago, I watched in awe as she
re-installed the same emotion and suppression.
She spent hours,
as methodically as in a tribe meeting, carefully searching for an entry
point, entrancing him, then filling him up with the same feeling, while at
the same time invalidating him for feeling it! Voila! Suppression installed!
Same day service! What a spectacle!
As a consolation, I expect to win our racquetball game this afternoon. More
work to do.
rgds, |
Very
nice example. Welcome to the nip.
Avoiding
suppression implies judging suppression.
You
might consider validating her for exactly what she does, including how she
"teaches" judgments about feelings.

You
Can Tie (K) nots in Feelings
by
teaching the feeling
and
also a judgment "not" to feel it.
You
can untie a "not"
by
validating it.
(K)
nots give people personality, and motivate their dramas.
The
nip of a knot
is
the point at which it seizes itself
and
becomes a knot.
The
nip is the judgment.
The
two knot systems above
are
topologically equivalent.
It
is generally easier
to
make knots appear different
than
to untie them.
-----
How
to Tie
Your
Child's Feelings
up
in (K) nots




-----
How
to Untie (K) nots




Clips:
http://www.maths.warwick.ac.uk/
~bjs/images/reef-knot.jpg
http://www.pta.org/commonsense/
4_family/cartoons/ct_talking.html |
Thu, 13 Nov 2003
Hunger
to Learn - Female Traders
Hi Ed
I have so much to say to you and am sure an email will not suffice. My life
has been an amazing journey, a large part of it spent studying with a
metaphysician, herbalist, bio-energetics therapist, speculator, human called
George Dillinger in San Diego.
The speculator
part of our friendship came about when he taught me a bit about winning in
the casino and the racetrack and then later when he introduced me to
commodities trading two years ago.
George passed over a couple of months ago leaving behind a blossoming
beginner trader (that's me) in search of more knowledge about myself and the
trading world. My hunger to learn is an unstoppable force.
That's even been
true on some of my darkest days. Having dabbled in more careers than I care
to list, I have made a commitment to become a full time trader.
I have noticed that there are very few successful female traders.
I sometimes get
the insecure feeling that I shouldn't expect to go where so few women have
gone. And then a light goes on inside me and I turn that around to say why
shouldn't I dare to go where so few women have gone? Isn't that an exciting
idea.
I could go on and on. I'm very excited about having found out about your
Trading Tribe and your philosophy. I like the way you stress the importance
of paying attention to Fred and interaction with the Conscious Mind. Many
discussions with George revolved around the dramas I was having and how to
confront them.
I currently live in Australia and will be coming to the states for a visit
next year. I am hoping to have the opportunity to meet with you at that
point, possibly for a private consultation if you are open to that idea.
I've been looking at the Turtle Trader site and have wondered if the first
thing I should do is take the Turtle Trader Trend Following Educational
Course. I'd appreciate your advice. Perhaps you will want to know a bit more
about what I have already studied.
I'd love some input from you so I can set some goals. As I said, I'm a
beginner. I'm excited because I survived two years on my original account
and I've heard the horror stories about the beginning years of trading. I've
learned a lot about "not losing." I want to learn more about
winning.
By the way, I live in Melbourne Australia. I did send an email to Brendan in
Melbourne but have not yet received a reply from him. I would love to have a
support group to share with and receive feedback from.
I guess I'll stop here for the moment.
As you can well imagine, I'm very excited to hear from you.
Warm regards,
P.S. Have you ever had an interest in doing a workshop in Australia? |
Yes,
I receive inquiries about presenting Workshops in various places. I am
currently preparing materials and a book.
Some
people seem to enjoy the feelings of confusion, of not knowing things, of
puzzles - they even seem to have a hunger for the feeling.
People
who do not like these feelings, and avoid them, seem to have dramas about
not being able to learn.
One
way to help people learn is to help them experience the feeling of
confusion, and notice its positive intention.

Puzzle
some
enjoy the experience
Clip: http://fusionanomaly.net/puzzles.html
|
Thu, 13 Nov 2003
The Genie Within
Ed,
I have read about you and many others that what I consider gifted in their
endeavor.
I have been working on this.
Is it true that, when one wants to have the genie, one must be
passionate that when he or she found the genie, he must then give
it away.
|
If
you adopt the Genie model, as a metaphor for creativity ... you get to make
up your own operator's manual.
You
might note that your words,
(1) wanting to
have
(2) found
(3) must give
are
all in different time zones. You might consider re-writing in SVO-p,
so as to connect them all in the present.

The
Genie Metaphor
may
have an upside limit
at
three wishes.
Clip: http://www.cyberparent.com/
bdaybook/images/genie.gif |
Thu, 13 Nov 2003
Cost of Carry on Currencies
Hi Ed,
Seems that it's much easier to trade Spot FX if you don't want the hassle of
cost of carry.
Best,
|
Cost
of carry appears in Spot, FX and in futures.
Arbitrageurs
tend to equalize the markets.
The
cost of carry may be positive or negative depending on interest
differentials and trader expectations.

The
Cost of Carry
may
vary
Clip: http://www.michaelkitada.com/
couples/carry.jpg |
Wed, 12 Nov 2003
Position Sizing (See
FAQ: 10/16/2003)
Dear Mr. Seykota,
I have some confusion regarding a posting on the FAQ on Oct 16 titled
"Position Sizing." The person demonstrates a position sizing
method you taught him that allows him to add size as the trend grew, and you
wrote in response and said, "Yes...the idea is to
control initial entry risk ... profits take care of themselves."
The lesson I learn is - as a trend follower, when a position shows profit of
certain amount, one way to ride the trend is to add more size.
And one way to
determine how much size to add is to calculate the paper-profit at that
moment, then divide by how much you are willing to risk (current price -
stop price), and get the number of shares. This way of position sizing
allows a person to be wrong more than 50% and still be profitable.
With an electrical engineering background and currently working as a Quant,
I am very interested in this example. It seems consistent with your
philosophy of trend-following (which I have a growing appreciation), and the
risk-management article on your website. So I try to apply some real world
example, and I run into a problem.
Namely, the
methodology seems to work great UNTIL the one time that the stop is hit,
which it eventually will.
With a methodology like this one in the FAQ, the only way the trader
exits a position is when the price hits the stop.
Then regardless
whether the trader has added position (or start losing from the get-go), the
end result is the same: a loss (because each new addition's size is open
profit / risk).
It may show very
good profit along the way as the market trends and the trader adds size ...
until that one day the price hits the stop. Then the last piece the trader
adds will cancel the paper-profit, and the earlier trades end up a loss.
So I was shocked when I reached this conclusion, that strictly applying
the
method (as I tried to) will always give me a losing trade, just a matter
of time before market moves to my stop.
OK, so I think of
some ways to avoid always coming out losing, like
A) putting a
much wider stop,
B) stop adding
after, say, 3 times, or
C) adding only a
fraction of the shares that the example suggests.
However, each of
these alternatives seem to lose the essence of the lesson I learn from the
example.
With Proposal A,
the trade will still show a loss when the stop is hit, as no stop is low
enough that it will never get hit; With Proposal B, it seems to lose the
meaning of riding the trend, because who is to say the trend will stop after
I have added 3 (or any) times? And as a trend-follower I'd like to follow it
as long as I can; With Proposal C, I am losing the essence of the example,
because the lesson I learned from it is to add the size equivalent to open
profit / risk.
It seems such a straight-forward example and yet I feel I am missing
something. I have a feeling that once I find that missing piece, I will
be like, "Aha, why didn't I think about that before?" Am I
simply misunderstanding the example? Can you please provide some guidance?
Many thanks. |
You
might notice you derive an objective number, 50%, from subjective premises.
You
might take your feelings about stops getting hit, taking losses, into TTP
and look for positive intentions.
You
claim to have a method, to be a "Quant." If so, you can run
computer simulations to find optimal risk management strategies.
The
"missing piece" may be emotional concerns masquerading as
logic.

The
Drama
From
Repressed Feelings
can
masquerade as logic.
Clip: http://www.insiderssystem.com/
links.htm
|
Wed, 12 Nov 2003
Judges - Happy
& Grumpy
Ed,
At the TTP seminar, you used great skill to locate, define, and dissolve
judges.
Can you add detail
to the process of locating / finding, defining, navigating, and dissolving /
setting free judges? Who is the happy judge? What are helpful techniques our
Tribe can use?
Thank you for sharing your expertise.
PS: Update: Trading going well after volatility of a week ago. TTP and
expressing feelings instrumental.
|
If
you have a feeling you don't like, the "I don't like it" part is a
judgment about that feeling.
That
judgment may prevent you from experiencing the feeling.
You
can locate the author of that judgment, a judge, itself a feeling.
When
you experience a judge, it disappears - then you can more easily experience
the original (entry) feeling.
Sometimes
you might not like to experience the judge, if you have another judgment
about that judge. So the judge is a Grumpy Judge.
In
that case, go to judge #2 that judges the Grumpy Judge and see if you can
experience that one.
If
Judge #2 is also grumpy, you can proceed up the stack of judges until you
find the Happy Judge. When you experience the Happy Judge, with all his joy
of judging, the whole stack of judges, and the entry feeling all disappear
in a flash.

Keep
Experiencing Them Until You Find
The
Happy Judge
Clip: http://www.cardozo.net/life/
spring1999/wigs/group-of-judges.jpg |
Wed, 12 Nov 2003
LA Tribe
Hi Ed,
I would like to start a Tribe in the LA area.
My previous post was on Monday the 3rd of November.
In that post I requested other contact information for the then current LA
tribe. Apparently they have gone on a walkabout.
|

Welcome
Los
Angeles,
California
You
are in the Tribe Directory

Los
Angeles
Clip:
http://www.photo.net/photo/pcd0222/
los-angeles-downtown-45
|
Wed, 12 Nov 2003
Options Code
Hi Ed,
Just to let you know that I have re-written my system to use Options as
stops.
I enclose a
copy of the system, without code, so that you can see the key indicators.
The key point to
note about this system is that it is driven by time and profit and not by
stops. I will be reviewing the code first thing tomorrow and then will build
a Short version. I noted your point about carry costs for currencies and I
will find out about these and code as necessary.
Best, |
FAQ
does not endorse traders or commercial products, or offer
instrument-specific trading advice, or
recommend specific trading system parameters. See Ground Rules.
You
can find a number of good programmers to help you with your system encoding
and testing.
|
Wed, 12 Nov 2003
Taking
Unresolved Feelings Home
Hi Ed !
I notice phenomena following tribe meetings.
When one opens up
the usually-hidden Fred to the tribe circle, if the feeling is not
accepted, experienced and cleared on the hot seat, then that feeling
continues to resonate in one or more members for a few days afterward, even
creating drama for other members, until it is recognized, consciously
processed and dissolved.
An example is if
Hot Seat feels a feeling, then a Judge suppresses it again, or is not
willing to experience it. Two common ways of suppression: veiling it behind
the labels 'past' or 'future'.
The positive intention of this aha is for tribe members to recognize this
under-Fred phenomena, notice it after meetings, and most of all to actively
participate during meetings to receive the hot seat presentation all the way
through to heart-felt clarity, as well as for each sender to undertake this
Work with courageous intent.
Unresolved work
can follow one home, I notice. |
Yes.
Good perception. We're all in this together.
To
stay in process until hot seat gets to AHA, no matter how long it takes,
takes real commitment on everyone's part..

Under
Fred
helps
us get what we want
whether
we like it or not
The
feelings
we
are unwilling to experience
are
our real trading system.
|
Wed, 12 Nov 2003
More Materials on TTP - When?
"Ed is currently preparing a training program and
materials, leading to certification of mastery and right to use the Trading
Tribe name and logo. These materials are not available at this time."
May you inform me when this material is ready, please? I am very
interested in!
Sincerely,
|
I
am preparing it now, the only when that exists.
As
this moment of now continues to evolve, you may find a notice of
availability on this site. |
Wed, 12 Nov 2003
Inter-Tribe
Communication
Reno Feedback
Pass and No
Pass
Hi [XXX],
Thanks for the response; one of the cool things about TTP is that going
after your dreams can be very contagious!
All the best, and please keep us all posted on FAQ.
---
[YYY] -- Thanks for the input.
The dreams that have emerged during our preparation for the upcoming
Saturday intensive have not had the issue of being affected by possible
changes uncontrollable by the dreamer. We have seen things far less
materially specific but intensely emotionally specific and utterly
convincing.
Instead of
grandiosity we have seen dreams articulated from a deep understanding of
what the dreamer can truly realize. They seem to emerge like some highly
charged haiku or spontaneous brush painting accompanied by intense (and
observably transforming) Ahhh! experiences. Most intriguing to me, each
individual dreams seem to reflect the dreamer's core values. These often
revolve around right intention, right livelihood, and right influence
(returning something back to the world). The dreams seem to articulate the
best part of the person, an embryo of the dream itself.
The groups of 4 you describe and the pass/no-pass process sounds like a
great way to hone both sending and receiving skills. As I've indicated we're
making a lot of this up as we go along. I feel that gods/Freds willing, a
bit of guidance from others traveling the path, and honoring the individuals
experience (and those Ahhhs) will move us along the path to those dreams.
Thanks again.
-----
Hi Guys,
My name is [ZZZ]. I live and work out in California, San Jose Tribe, and I
attended the Reno workshop. I read your itinerary for your intensive and
I wanted to send a few of my observations from Ed and Charles:
Please understand I offer these items a trader who got "plugged
in" at the workshop, it's what works for me, and may not work for
anyone else.
"A "Dream" - A named, concise and vivid feeling based
description (expressed in SVO-p) of you projected to the year 2023. Develop
this as a "snapshot" in time;"
20 years is a long way away, two items came to mind when I read that: 1. You
have to wait a LONG time until you realize that dream, which might
discourage some, I feel different feelings when I achieve a goal and I
achieve a dream; and 2. It doesn't allow for change, for example, let's say
I'm 25 and my dream in 20 years is to be a huge macro fund manager, what
happens if in 3 years I fall in love, marry, have kids, have made a lot of
money in the 3 years and now I want to trade my own money in a place that's
fun/safe for my children? My dream has changed, and I never got the
fulfillment of realizing my original dream. By keeping dreams shorter, it
may allow one to focus more clearly and some may feel better about achieving
a dream, then dreaming a new dream.
The other item that was helpful was at the beginning of the workshop, Ed had
us sit in groups of 4 and each take turns describing a feeling and the
others would say "pass" or "no pass". Pass if the
feeling was felt by the receiver and no pass if the feeling was not felt.
The sender had to continue sending until the no pass, passed. Moreover, the
receivers could not say anything to help the sender send. Just
"pass" or "no pass". Without the aid of a good receiver,
it forces the sender to really feel and describe. I found it helpful.
Just my thoughts.
All the best to you! Please post the results on FAQ.
|
OK. |
Wed, 12 Nov 2003
Inter-Tribe
Communication
Prep Work for
NY Intensive
Goals and
Dreams:
Differences and
Clarification
Now that most of us have created the dreams which are congruent with our
core beliefs. Just a few words to highlight what a goal should look like.
There are some important differences between dreams and goals.
The word snapshot is used for both dreams and goals.
Goals for Saturday.
1. Positive
2. Detailed
3. Measurable
4. Completion Date (can be steps within steps)
5. Emotions
Do you see how goals are different from dreams? Dreams should not be
detailed, measurable or have a completion date. Whereas goals should be
concrete, these are the building blocks to your dreams.
Please remember X's goals as a good example, how he logs the number of times
he experiences sabotage and his goal is 'six months from now sitting in
front of his computer he sees a downward graph of sabotage occurrence'.
Another important note about our dream exercise. The point of 2023 was to
discover what resonates with our core, what is it that we are born to do?
Now that we have our dreams, we should start living them today, right away.
|
OK. |
Wed, 12 Nov 2003
Krishnamurti
Mr. Seykota: You are the ONLY trader with whom I could (or would want) to
talk.
Why do I trade? In the beginning it was to make me happy. Little did I know
that happiness has nothing to do with money.
Then I lived
potent flashbacks and understood the root of the problem. I hadn't been
happy as a child and longed to be happy ever since.
So when I
inherited money from the person who loved me the most and whom I disliked
the most I engineered a plan to pay him back. And yes I did just that. The
things the mind does are absolutely amazing.
Then I took time out to understand. And someone helped me with that -
Krishnamurti. Oh I saw it all including my "self". You see we are
made of three things:
Spirit
Mind
Body
It takes persistence and daily work to see our "selves". It is a
life long journey. I became committed to truth and found that I had been
lying for a very long time. Indeed, society is filled with lies. Starting
with "education", we teach kiss lies and teach them to lie. We
teach them metaphors which are limited and limiting and self-feeding. The
"unconditional liberation of man" is that search for truth. I
agree and I'll be quite explicit: I'm not totally interested in becoming
totally liberated for if I did I wouldn't trade at all. I appreciate the
Porsche, the expensive watches, the good house. Why not? I'm not the mystic
and yes I borrow from the mystic but I do not feed the lies in society and
in fact my conduct is "righteous". I do not harm.
So why do I trade now? I ask nothing form the market, I want nothing form
the market. I wish nothing. I'm like the sailor. I love the sea. Flowing
with the market (sea). That's why I trade. As such this is incorporated in
my trading methodology - 90% of it is mechanical and I left 10% out to be
discretionary. It's virtually impossible to program this in my computer:
"Take profits when the market gaps by more than 20 points but do not do
so if the market has reversed from a decline or climb" or, "take
profits at the gap" or, "take profits at the Squeeze", or
"the market will reverse when the week's range squeezes". I can't
program any of this. It is virtually impossible and this all of this I can
execute on my own.
When you flow with the market, you are one with it. It's not a question of
being right or wrong. You are already beyond it, you simply flow with it. We
are taught as kid s to concentrate our attention and to interpret things
mentally, intellectually with our minds. What a waist. The enormous human
potential which every kid has begins to be polluted, destroyed, conditioned
at such an early age. When I was a kid I was given pain for being wrong.
Those people lacked so much of the spirit. If only they knew the things I
saw and continue on seeing. If only they knew! But they can't because it is
not knowledge.
Trading is so terribly simple.
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Yes.

Krishnamurti
Without
self-knowledge, we cannot go beyond the self-projected illusions of the
mind. Self-knowledge, as we explained, implies not only the action of
relationship between one individual and another, but also the action of
relationship with society; and there can be no complete, harmonious society,
without this knowledge.
Clip: http://www.krishnamurti.it/
images/ktalk7-2k.jpg
Quote: http://www.kfa.org/ |
Wed, 12 Nov 2003
Contact Info
for an Old Associate
Ed -
A few weeks ago you posted the contact email for an old associate that was
still selling the software program that your old company produced. I have
been going through the post but an unable to find it. If you could post it
again, I'd appreciate it.
Thanks, |
FAQ
does not endorse traders or commercial products. See Ground Rules.
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Wed, 12 Nov 2003
Mentoring / Private Training Sessions
Dear Mr. Seykota,
I have now seen your reply to my letter, in the FAQ section on the T/T
website. Thanks for taking time to respond today.
Since you always get back what you give, both personally and monetarily,
cost effective moves are not my 1st priority. I wish to maximize my
absorption of the facts in a visit with you. Then I would not only be ready
to join the next workshop, but could also possibly be beneficial to others
there / not only myself.
As my current travel schedule does not allow me enough time home to commit
to regular attendance of a tribe meeting, I feel that some
"one-on-one" discussions with you will be the most productive and
most logical move. (Hence, my earlier email to you today, proposing some
possible visit dates etc.)
During the meeting (s) with you, I would like to accomplish the following
/as a minimum;
- Getting my head out of the way / staying in the Now more
- Validation of my beliefs, about beneficial aspects in trading
- Sorting-out of my feelings towards losses / their magnitude
- Know types of testing required, to handle drawdowns easier
- Development of methods to create much better self-discipline
- Obtaining suggestions to improve my own risk control ideas
- Feedback on trading and testing ideas / Dennis Meadows
- Diminish the noise of the mind, for better concentration
- Getting in sync with moves - i.e; beyond / behind the bars
- Objective (professional) feedback on my trading method.
I sincerely want to meet with you in the near future regarding these various
topics, as I'm convinced that "you can help me" to find many ways
of transforming and improving myself ...
Best regards,
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OK.
I suggest you begin, now, by locating, experiencing and validating the
feelings you associate with each of your issues.
See
Ground Rules, above, for information about private consulting.
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Tue, 11 Nov 2003
TTP
4 kidz
Hi Ed !
Following your advice, [xxx] called today and we talked about the snapshot
process, as he, [yyy] and [zzz] (Tribe Members) want to work on that.
Later in the afternoon, [my son] had some math homework. He has been unable
to master some fairly straightforward concepts and consequently scoring 90s
when he might otherwise score 100. So I surmise, why not try the snapshot
process with him?
I briefly explain TTP, hardball and snapshots. Then we develop a snapshot
wherein he is holding his math pack, smiling, pointing at 100 circled in red
at the top of the page.
Then we name it, and process his feelings through hardball.
He's 13, so I don't know what will happen, whether he will retreat to teen
'coolness', or not know what I mean, or not go with it even if he does.
So I am pleasantly surprised as he proceeds through 3 layers. First in his
chest, moving up to cause a headache, sweating face; next a nail poking him
in the back, which came out with about 20 knuckle cracks; next spinal
congestion, and he cracked most of his vertebrae. Then he fell into a deep
sleep for about 10 minutes.
He woke up, did his homework assignment, and his mother scored it. He
brought the booklet upstairs and with a big smile pointed to 100 circled in
red.
We went to play our usual evening racquetball game where I always win. He
won 21-10. That's never happened. And at dinner, instead of the silent teen,
he was quite talkative and jovial.
I see how TTP might improve family relations and education.
Regards, |
Yes.

Family
The
Essential Tribe
Clip: http://nie.uniontribune.com/
images/family.gif
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Tue, 11 Nov 2003
Post-Reno-Workshop Check In
Ed,
Thank you for putting on the Workshop. It was the most unique and
profound experience I have ever had.
The ceiling and
walls which were closing in on my life are now gone. Goals are clear and
vivid. Potential is alive and eager. My commitment to the process is
unwavering. I know what I need to do right now to get to my goal.
In a strange way I feel like the line from a Joe Walsh song...
"everybody's so different, I haven't changed." My children are
having meaningful conversations with me. My wife's love and compassion
bubbles out of her. The trading signals are clear and concise. How true it
is that you receive from relationships what you bring to them.
My children now have a father who is not afraid to feel angry. Now I use
that anger as an ally. Instead of yelling, or punishing, I now take anger as
my signal that I need to do a better job communicating expectations, or in
teaching appropriate behaviors. Now I use anger as an opportunity to explore
their feelings and mine, to help understand how we can all learn from the
situation. I cannot thank you enough for helping me to become a better
parent.
The changes in my life are significant. I now understand a process by which
I can uncover my "emotional instrument panel". A process which
brings me closer to reaching my full potential.
Thanks |
Yes.

It's
Easier to Navigate
when
you connect
with
your instrument panel.
Clip:
http://www.aerospace-technology.com/
projects/model333/model3335.html
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Tue, 11 Nov 2003
Incline Village
Tribe Spin-Off
Ed,
In addition to my attending the IVTT every other week, I would like to
volunteer to accept any indications of interest (IOIs) for a Los Angeles
Tribe.
Here are a few of my thoughts:
1) This group will form with your permission and will be moderated by me in
the spirit of the IVTT.
2) Revealing my participation in the IVTT will be your choice.
3) Meetings will be held every-other-week, during the week that I'm not with
you in Incline Village.
4) That whatever is shared within the IVTT shall remain, as always,
confidential.
Tribally yours,
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Welcome
Los
Angeles,
California
You
are in the Tribe Directory

Los
Angeles
Clip:
http://www.luxury-hotels-resorts.com/
los-angeles/images/los-angeles-hotels.jpg |
Tue, 11 Nov 2003
Bought Tape Years Ago
I ran across your trading sight and just wanted to say that years ago I
bought a cassette tape of a presentation you gave at a conference.
I still remember your comments ... on trading.
in fact, I have had "ride winners, cut losers,
and manage risk" on my trading computer for many years.
Thank You,
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The
same rules still seem to apply. |
Tue, 11 Nov 2003
Art of Trading
Hello,
How do you learn the art of trading?
Do you have to be an intern to be trained?
How can you intern for a successful trader?
How did you start?
Thanks for your time.
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You
might take the feelings of wanting to know how to begin trading, to a Tribe
meeting - you may find lots of support.
You
might find a lot of the basics at www.turtletrader.com,
an extensive, and free, resource. |
Mon, 10 Nov 2003
Day Trading
Hi Ed. Have you ever read a reputable study on why profitable day trading
consistently over the long run will not work?
I see a lot of
conjecture why it won't work and a whole lot of sites/systems that claim to
have a method but I really would like to know what the facts are.
Thank you. |
As
trading frequency increases, the profit potential per trade decreases, while
the transaction costs remain the same.

High-Frequency
Roll-Off
occurs
in stereo speakers
and
in trading systems.
Clip: http://www.quadesl.com/speaker/
diyesl/panel_eq+hp.gif |
Mon, 10 Nov 2003
Historical
Testing
I am in the process of designing a long-term trend following system and I am
trying to determine the best way to use historical data.
I believe my
confusion exists for two reasons. First, I am new to trend following and
mechanical system testing so I don't have any experience in experiencing the
difference between testing results vs. real results.
Second, I have
read many a few theories on how to use historical data, all of which differ
from each other. Adding to this, I can see the drawbacks and benefits of
all, but I can't determine which I think makes the most sense or plays out
the best
in reality.
Some people feel that using the entire 20+ year sample and finding the
optimal results is the best way to test.
Others believe in
separating the data in two and using the first data set to create the
parameters and the other data set to test the parameters, in an attempt to
recreate the uncertainty of the future. And perhaps lastly, others believe
that only the last 10 years are the most important since the markets change
so often.
I was wondering what logic you use when back testing. What type of method do
you use? |
Back
testing intends to give you an idea of how a system behaves.
You
might try various methods to get different views.
The
difference between testing methods might be less than the difference between
following a system and not following it.

Be
Sure to Back-Test
before
you put a lot at risk.
Clip: www.ericps.crc.uiuc.edu/
cchp/provider/worksite.html
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Sun, 09 Nov 2003
Donchian
Dear Mr. Seykota,
I remember there was an article on your site about Donchian rules which are
jewels but I can't find it anymore. Is it available?
Regards, |
Click
on Reference, above. |
Sun, 9 Nov 2003
Inter-Tribe Communication
e-Hardball
What about we trying an e-Hardball Process?
I have a goal I want to achieve and I feel some blockage.
I have two trading accounts, one for futures and other for stocks. Although
I am not a professional trader and I don't intend to become one, I do want
to make money out of my trading. I wish to fund the accounts properly so as
to implement sound money management and stick to my system of trading, much
like the professionals do.
I only want to commit risk capital and so I wish to get extra funds to fund
the accounts, as my money is by no way risk capital. I feel there is a way I
can do it. I might use my current trading skills to help other people to
make money for themselves. I know an associate who is both willing to help
me and get my help as well. So I need to be generous and open to help him.
I do not feel comfortable about sharing and helping him. There's a trace of
presumption here on my part and I dislike and fear meeting with ingratitude.
-----
Dear friends:
About DREAMS and GOALS:
No achievement is a coincidence. You achieve something that you have comited
previously to achieve which means that you set a GOAL to achieve.
But, to set this goal you must DREAM about a situation where you want to BE
in the future. You must VISUALIZE the situation. You must BE and FEEL that
situation , that dream.... Once you did and experience you set the GOALS
that can take you to make your DREAM a reality...
About HARDBALL:
this is a one on one technique that we practiced.
Each person declares to the other a GOAL that they want to achieve but where
is a blockage to achieve.
For example, "i want to invest in commodities" or "i want to
spend more time with my children" or "i want to resign to my job
to become a full time trader"
Then both participants share their feelings and sensations as the usual TTP
indicates alternating the sending and receiving...it is like both being in
the hot seat at the same time. And so on....
All in all , i think this is also TTP but more dinamique...
But I cant theorize easily about it
By the way, I had a very good rapport with the guy from the [xxx] Tribe. He
is a really fine and well balanced person and I think he must be a very good
trader too..
All the best for all of you
-----
Thanks for sharing !
We heard from other participants that Ed puts a lot of emphasis on having a
clear definition of your dream and goals that lead up to the accomplishment
of that dream.
We also heard about the new Hardball process: what stands between you and
being great, a tool to dissolve the 'stack' of feelings between you and your
goal. Could you please shed some light on these two things?
-----
I have just arrived today from US.
A glance about about the workshop. We were 17 participants. Average age
aprox 34 years. Percentage of full time traders aprox 35 % .
Main markets: futures and commodities. There was a participant from Incline
Village Tribe that helped Ed in many tasks. Also Fallkner gave very good
insights about PNL and TTP.
We begin on Friday avening until Sunday noon. But the real intense day was
Saturday when we strarted at 8 am nonstop until 11 PM.
We practice the TTP in diferent ways. Is very interesting to do it with Ed
because he is the "father of the creature" and he really masters
the technique. Also he is a very clever and sensitive person. The climate
was very supportive and friendly.
Regarding what can be done through internet I think that using a web cam and
Netmeeting would be possible to do one in one sessions with better results
than by email. Also I think than a phone conversation could be of value.
All in all ,what I had learn and I try to practice every moment is to feel
the physical sensations that arise when I live a stressing situation. Just
focusing in the bodily sensations. That means Fred is doing his job without
interference and drama....
Warm regards to all you
-----
Hi !
How are you doing?
I thought you might tell us something about your experience in the TTP
workshop.
Best regards, |
OK. |
Sun, 9 Nov 2003
Inter-Tribe
Communication
Closeness
[xxx], thanks for your support.
I look forward to starting a physical tribe as soon as possible. I am
inviting some friends and associates around.
Best regards,
-----
Interesting that Ed correctly identified your issue with closeness. I
believe Ed once said 'The feelings that we ignore end up running our life'.
<I have been applying the TTP principles to these situations and the
drama intensity has been decreasing. However, I am not totally free from
them.>
Speaking from personal experience, I have been working with TTP for the past
six months, along the way there were times when I thought of abandoning it,
there are times when sabotage would show up again in my trading. I would
feel disappointed, discouraged. This is where my tribe comes in to support
and prod me along; The tribe provides the cocoon where I feel safe to open
up as I continue to experience my feelings, my many knots.
Once you are committed and I believe you are, you will notice many allies
show up to support you. In our case we have had many allies show up from the
various tribes to help us. As you work through your issues of closeness, I
hope you will find a way to hold in person meetings.
All the best
-----
TTP is an exercise in giving and receiving support.
You do not need an official group to practice receiving - you can practice
just in the process of life itself.
An intentional community, even an e-community, can provide intentional
support in mastering both sending and receiving.
To the extent you might dislike feeling judgment and/or invalidation in
close situations, you might be hesitant to join or start a physical group.
To the extent you acknowledge, share and celebrate your feelings about
closeness, you may be able to convert them from adversaries to allies.
You can practice TTP wherever you are, simply by being a good receiver - and
by celebrating people just the way they are and just the way they aren't -
not trying to change them.
Sometimes the best way to attract people is to celebrate their desire to
stay away.
-----
Yes.
I wish to make the transition to a physical intentional community. Closeness
favors more intense experience of feelings. Nonetheless, the e-community has
proven to be a very positive experience and I feel like keeping it, esp. for
inter-tribe communication.
About me disliking judgment and/or invalidation in close situations, it is
very true. Actually this has been a source of big dramas and suffering for
me. There are a two kinds of invalidation or judgments I have a very strong
dislike for and I fear them. I dislike being judged for "what I have or
give to others" rather than for who I am, and I am not coping well with
rejection too. This is so actual that I happen to be in the middle of one
co-dependent relationship drama. In this kind of drama I usually feel
compelled to "rescue", "redeem" a needy individual from
their "bad fate", and I encounter with strong opposition,
rejection, judgment and invalidation. My needs are not being acknowledged in
these negative relationships, either by the other person and esp. by myself,
as I suffer in the process. I have been applying the TTP principles to these
situations and th e drama intensity has been decreasing. However, I not
totally free from them.
The underlying feelings and their bodily sensations are very strong. As I
experience them I get very stressed, although a peaceful and quiet state
follows when they're over.
All in all I don't like closeness in general as I fear being judged and/or
invalidated. Unfortunately, this is exactly what happens in a lot of
instances. |
OK. |
Sun, 9 Nov 2003
TTP and Trend
Following
No
Beginning and No End
Ed,
In my experience with the e-TTP I usually share the issue with the other
members and then proceed to track the bodily sensations to the AHA point.
I am feeling
rather uncomfortable, however, with the feeling that issues seemingly never
stop arising and that I have to be in a perpetual "trend following
mode" . It seems that I have been trying to figure out how to cope with
the unexpected and unknown.
Best regards,
Trend following feels like traveling
in spiral, with no beginning and no end. |
Yes,
the price of liberty is eternal vigilance. |
Sun, 9 Nov 2003
New Address for
Palotina Tribe
Dear Ed and Friends,
I have a new e-mail address for contact: ttp@brturbo.com
I have also published community ground rules at: http://ttp.tripod.com.br.
Would you please update my contact information for the Palotina Trading
Tribe?
Thanks.
Best regards, |
OK. |
Sun, 9 Nov
75 K - With
Less Emotion
Ed,
I just wanted to say thanks for everything you've done for me. It would have
been very easy for you to have simply provided a trading system on your
site. Like most people, I would have likely tried to copy it and probably
failed.
Instead, I read
most of the books you recommended and realized that I needed a system that
had:
Objective entrance criteria for taking a position
Objective exit criteria for leaving a position
A risk management system for limiting my downside
A system for pyramiding, to increase my stake in winning positions
And finally, this system had to work within the realities of my life,
such as how much time I have available.
I have created a system whereby I spend a few hours Sat or Sun morning
downloading and entering market data into my db and my system tells me when
to buy and when to sell.
Fortunately, I
have taken most of the emotion out of my trading life. I have objective
criteria for when to buy and sell, and I enjoy tweaking the system based on
historical data.
Since
implementing this system during the past summer, I have made $75K and I
really wanted to thank you Ed. You are a great teacher.
Thx, |
Taking
emotion out of life might result in you losing your emotional control panel.
You
might consider experiencing your feelings, and getting to know their
positive intentions.

Interest,
Fear, Disgust
Anger,
Sadness, Joy
Hard-wired
and very useful.
Clip: http://www.utoledo.edu/~mcaruso/
lifespan/images/infant-emotion.gif
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Sun, 9 Nov 2003
Chinese
Translation of TTP Complete
Dear Ed,
Hello from Taiwan
I completed the translation.
Let me know if there's anything you would like to change.
I have not given the link away, and I am the only one in the tribe, as for
now.
I'll keep you posted. |
The
link is now on the TTP page. |
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